aiya,cannot go out with _.cause if _ know i nv watch my steps then fell down confirm kana scolded by him de lor.long time ago also kana scold by him cause i everytime fall down.ltr _ saw my knee then i confirm die liao lor.cannot go out sia.
cannot go out with cousin cause he say want check phones price.check phones price also got my problem.ownself wan buy ownself check mah.waste my time.cannot go out tmr cause mum say my leg injured cannot out.everytime wan me stay at home confirm give alots of excuses de

♥ @ 7:29 PM

After school,went to Rachel house to put all the books and then went central park again with them.then this time they let Vanessa 'eat' cause she say tmr also will so i think cause of this reason bah.i wan lei but cannot.cause she already been saying the same thing from pri6 till now.i wan once only lei.she say that if she find out that i been 'eating' and she going send me to GH.wtf lor.did nth jiu like that warn me not to.
went to ws with Rachel Gina Vanessa Marco.then that Marco keep making us laugh.he took away Gina's brownie cause he wan Gina to lend him her phone but Gina dun wan.then he in the end still give her back.Marco owe $70 plus.took mrt to T3.at train that marco go snatch my wallet and took my money.then he alight at Tampines.the 3 guys from 3n2 took the same train.then Vanessa go talk then i sit her seat.and she came back and no place sit so she went back to talk to them.train came and went off without opening the door.and that Rachel Vanessa complain alot.went there then they keep taking pics like they nv went to airport before like that.took skytrain to t2.walk here and there,up and down.

♥ @ 7:06 PM

Morning went to prime to buy the very childish de candy for Regina cause she keep using that please word for dun know how many times.so have to help her buy lor.then walk to the meeting place,meet Jiamin Gina Rachel.then walk to mac.Jiamin Rachel Me bought sausage Mcmuffin and Gina didnt buy anything.then Vanessa came and bought the same too.then Sheeleng came but didnt eat.Sinyee came and bought the Mcgriddles.
Went school with them.find Regina to pass her the candy.buy mineral water with the money she paid me cause i dun wan take out wallet mah.Emaths,do worksheet for revision de.Social Studies do worksheets and Vanessa copy alots.haha.this time she nv ask me help her write.too bad lor.then recess,after eating the lollipop then went toilet call Jiamin.then Odette ask me to give Vanessa 50cents then give her then she throw/drop cause she wan give me back.haha.she dun care i also dun care.Chinese do the same thing nth else de.same as english.after chinese got alot of paper inside my bag.Chemistry,take back test paper and copy notes.
went outside sch,walk to the backgate de busstop then went back to front gate de void deck then went back to backgate there.cause rachel wan to home.walking to inter and i fall down.lol. actually i also dun know why i fall down de.i think is the sand ba.Sinyee dun let me walk but i still cross the road.starting walk not pain but after that abit pain.at mrt,alot of ppl looking at my injured knee.went foodcourt eat then went library they bought drinks but i didnt cause no money le.went back.took mrt then got one auntie very kind.she saw my knee injured then gave me one packet of wet tissue and one indian guy gave plaster.then others all look.like nv see ppl injured before.Reach home and no one realised that i have fell down until i was clearing the blood.so bad lor.that show none of them cares about me and only care about my brother.or should i say almost all family are like that de?

Thanks you Sinyee Jiamin for helping me cause i cannot bend.And Rachel Gina =)

♥ @ 4:29 PM

Yesterday had english paper.
actually was sitting far away from Gina and Vanessa de.but then because Weisian Xavier no place to sit.so have to sit on the empty table.then in the end,Vanessa was sitting beside me and Gina was sitting behind me.and Gina ready with the eraser and Vanessa ready with the staple.i didnt ready with anything because i thought that they not sitting near me.that Vanessa forget to bring correction tape so have to lend her during the exam.she keep asking me to lend her.because is composition mah.then paper 2 nv lend until she finish the whole paper.
Paper 1 write finish le.nth to do so write on the extra de paper.mr tony want collect the paper so quickly keep the paper.haha.then that Vanessa colour on my correction tape.stupid lor.she got nth to do de.then give her the face then she keep laughing.waste my correction tape.then she nth to do again,jiu throw the staple at me.then last 5 or 10 mins then Gina also throw.got once,she throw her liquid de cover.dun know is accidentally or wat.but luckily didnt hit me.take the cover dun give her back.but in the end still throw at her.then Vanessa give her paper to throw me.i good de lor.only dun wan throw them back.let them waste and i dun wan waste.ask Jiamin Sinyee Zhimei for help.they nv help still laugh.nvm.wo da ren bu ji xiao ren guo.haha. and i havent finish writing my composition and i confirm fail le
Paper 2.finish very fast.left 40 mins do nth.then the summary do on qns paper still give foolscrap paper.then the chinese teacher who teach Sheeleng class de.keep repeating the same thing to alot of ppl.saw alot of ppl sleeping so i also sleep but i rest not sleep cause cannot sleep.after exam is amaths.F&N students stay with us.go take our bag in then that Vanessa ask money from me.then still take away my amaths textbook.then nvm lor,also nv kana scold.cause i very 'kind' de.i ask Zhimei qns,she ask me dun ask her.and that time Vanessa turn and want ask her qns too then Vanessa thought Zhimei talking to her.after school,actually going to ws library with Rachel Jiamin Gina Sinyee de but then cousin call ask me where i am then she ask me want to out with her and of course i say ok.if i say i going study,she confirm say i study with u no need go study with friends.she beside me watching me study,how am i goign to study.

♥ @ 5:52 PM

Can you stop being that way that you all wanted to be?I cannot really know wat you are thinking now.You are now making me more and more worried about you.I wish to know wat you are thinking now.but just that you dun wish to tell me and wat can i do?all i can do is just always by your side.can't i just do more than wat i can do for you.i ask you but you dun wish to say anything and yet you still can ask me not to think about it.maybe to you is nothing but to me,it means alots.why can't you just say out to let me know or let me understand wats going on now and please stop letting me think.i just wan to know was it so that diffcult to say?maybe you think that i could not help you,but maybe i know how to help you.

♥ @ 8:18 PM

Yesterday everthing is fine de but then now,totally different from yesterday le.too sad to talk about that le.yesterday saw it was too happy then now saw it was too surprised.dun know why got that kind of feeling lei.i just know the reason why only,is it so difficult to say out?Since now, you wanted to treat me like that then why from the start you wanted to treat me that good and now its so different?Since that time so good then why must treat me like that now?and now you look that you are trying to avoid the topic today by changing the topic.

Are we still counted as friends?now i dun care whether they invite me anot.I only care about did i invite them anot.cause as long as i still treat them as one but dun know about them.cause as long as i done my part can le.its up to them whether they wan to invite me anot lor.

Today,morning leave house at 6.50 cause mum also leaving at that time and i also going mac with them.then lie to mum say early go school to study.reach there,they havent reach.help Rachel and Gina to buy then i buy drink only.then Rachel Gina reach le then Jiamin then Sinyee and last is Sheeleng.call them cause they havent reach.call Vanessa and she just wake up only,wat a lazy bum she is.haha.meet her at school there.after school,didn't went to emaths remedial cause of one reason.haha.actually wanted to go de but in the end dun wan le.carry books to Sinyee house.then Vanessa Jiamin also follow us.Me Jiamin went to buy bbt then the drink drip and Jiamin books all kana but my books didnt.but the paper also kana.

Now nth to do.only can audi.sian lor.

♥ @ 4:08 PM

after school,went to to ws.eat at the foodcourt.they eat i didnt eat but in the end eat the japanese stall de chawamushi(egg de) and they eat the food from the same stall which is korean de.Then that stupid idiots named Rachel and Vanessa took my phone to delete things.stupid sia them.i wan listen to songs de.Went up to library.only Gina May Jiamin study and Sheeleng teach them.Rachel playing Vanessa's psp and i am looking at her playing.at there doing nothing de.went toilet with Rachel Vanessa then after that Sheeleng came.Vanessa keep taking pics.went back,start taking pics again.discuss about something using my phone.haha.took alot.i think the person take the most de is Vanessa ba.May went off and we went to toilet to take pics again.then went popular cause Sheeleng wanted to buy pen and she try it on my hand.she write a 'J'.then actually about to go liao then Vanessa Rachel Sheeleng dun know looking for wat.so near the entrance talking with Jiamin Gina.then went to find them.

I want to buy the Samsung phone.Sheeleng and Gina de.cause the sms de can put password.so got privacy.

♥ @ 6:59 PM

-Last Thursday( 17o4o8)
conference with Vanessa Jiamin Rachel for 1 hour.talk about alots of things.talk about audi-rachel doing crazyfm,about wat _ said then 11 end call due to mum keep asking me to.

-Last Friday(18o4o8)
after school,went sinyee house to put the books but i didn't put mine.went out school saw Vanessa.went to NTUC with Jiamin Vanessa Rachel cause actually wanted to find Gina Sinyee de but in the end they go le so went NTUC cause Rachel wanted to buy chocolate.Rachel went home.walked to buy bubble tea with Vanessa Jiamin.Jiamin walked home.Walk with Vanessa for awhile then she went up home and I walked to the bus stop.waited for 15 mins for one bus to come then still very hot lor.reached home,listen to my cousin's nagging.for 2o-3o mins.she very long winded lor.the same sentence can continue saying it after 3 years.after she went tampines,left mocha with us.

-Monday(21o4o8)
dun know wat to post about it.not anything that is so that important that i will remember it. haha.Morning,same place talk to Regina and ask her about _.dun know why everytime friendship problem will always occurs for no reason and always is out of sudden happen de. Everytime confirm someone will always be hurt.

-Tuesday(22o4o8)
stupid VanessaTeo damn fan sia.keep want to know.ss period,she go write on my notes and still go crush my notes.ke lian lor.my notes from very new become very old.like i nv take care of the paper like that sia.then recess,go take ic then sinyee take too because she forget or wat.Rachel they all took away my $5 just because i dun wan let them see my ic.Mother Tongue then remember that i forgot to take back my $5 so let them see the ic.Chemistry,Mr Tay nv come but still got test.felt vibration but i didnt care.all the answer all i anyhow do de.then Gina keep kick my chair.then Vanessa more pro, sms me still miss call me.then left around 5 mins go and she ask me check my phone so realised that sms is Vanessa send de.she keep rushing me.but i also not sure the answer correct anot.dun care lar,who ask them want to copy me de.after school, went go with Gina Rachel but Gina realised that she left her phone in classroom so went back to take with her.at foyer,saw Vanessa then went back with her.the classroom no one switch off the fan and light.Vanessa ask Gina switch off but Gina dun wan then she say no need care cause not she pay the electricity de.waited for the bus with them cause i dun wan so early went to aunt house.waited for Rachel then Rachel come le the bus came.went up aunt house then my cousin jiu come out le.she ask me go up then i go up she going down.went ikea eat there.eat the chicken leg with swedish herb.omg lor.i dun know how cut cause that is too big.then she say that cause i am like a kid dun know how cut then i say but i got ic liao lor.she jiu act say u got ic but still look like a kid.dun angry lor.I just got my ic le still say i am a kid.went took Mocha back.he go cut hair then now so weird when i saw him for dun know wat reason.

♥ @ 4:19 PM

I just wan to talk like the same as past but I was just remain silent.I just dun know how to start a topic with you all since then.I really wan to talk to you all like the past.laughing all the way.talking during lesson time.listening to wat u all talking.I miss all the times that when we were together doing lots of things.The matter had affected me.making me not concentrating well.when i saw you all,my mind just became blank and could remember anything anymore.I just had try my best of not letting it affecting me but I couldn't forget it.and i just have to let it continue affecting me.if not,i can't do my best to study well now.exams is coming.wat should i do to cope with it.one matter had not solved now a second matter is starting now.

♥ @ 8:07 PM

I have just found out that just over one night and everything had just changed.
All of them either change url or even invite reader.just wat u all trying to show.u can change why can't i.think only u all will change is it.now i am just regret to be in the same class and i have to face you all.i didnt felt surprised when i saw that u all change url or put invite reader.i am only felt surprised that just only one night and all of you changed.i just couldn't accept it from the start.and it been 2 years and 4 months and we had became like this.wat should i do during this remaining time in the school,everyday facing you all in the class.and that too sudden that i really does not know how could cope with it.and yet i still told myself,for wat for me to be sad because they always treated me like that and i still choose to be sad when i know about it.but at least they could just tell me what had happened.y can't u all just say at least i have a chance to change but u all didn't wish to say how u all wanted me to change.it was now so sudden.all of my thoughts could just write an essay or even two.why does this had to happen to us.when then u all could willing to tell me wat is happening or wrong.

♥ @ 5:50 PM

i am gonna try to wait patiently for that ilink.until now i only manage to upload one for me which is maths.now trying to log in to theirs.gonna burst just watching that word 'could not select database' and 'Internet Explorer cannot display the website'.and also keep typing the same word for dun know how many times.



everyone was telling me the same thing.asking me to forget about that.but that friendship was started since...and it was not easy to forget it.we were friends to close friends and best friends.that we could exchange wat we thinking.to think that wat u told me were all lies.and i told u were all truth.to think that i am just a fool to believe wat u told me.and i am just crying because of that.wat a foolish thing that i will do

♥ @ 4:55 PM

we both had been friends for dun know how long.and yet u just suspect me just for that small matter.and how i going to trust u anymore?u had just disappointed me not long ago and now u disappointed me again.i think i really cannot trust u any longer.u just like take for granted.we were once best friends and yet this was wat u think about me.but i know thats my fault and in the end, to you, i am nothing at all.wat could i do just that could change wat u think about me?
To me,u are my best friends for once.To you,i dun think i am anything to you.now,i just think about that matter.and just could forget wat u had told me in phone.calling you everyday had became a habit to me but now i have to just control my hand not to press ur number and call. until now i still cant forget wat u had said.our friendship for primary school since now is it going to end?although we just talk in phone and msn.is it just because that we in different school and so u think that it is no need for having friends in different.and if that is wat u think.I really does not know how to continue chatting.

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