Your chance, just keep it for yourself.

yeah!
finally can use com!
cause my bro went to his tutor house stay overnight.
happy!
morning,
damn suay this two days.
why?
because saw the same person again.
who the person? only ahma know.
then meet ahma at bus stop.
she always late and i always early de.
when walking to main gate.
then i was looking elsewhere,
suddenly that stupid ahma stop then bang onto her.
she purposely de lor.
then lesson.
after that, foryer talk with gina mum.
actually no talking de lor
then she ask me go.
then she say alot alot.
hahah.
then find Vanessa, pass her jacket.
and she pass me money.

now, cousin ask me go K.
hahah.
should i go?

♥ @ 7:46 PM

not joke.
damn happy now.
a moment ago surprised by someone.
hahah.
I don't mind helping actually.

♥ @ 12:34 PM

guess what,
i secretly use comp again.
haha.
cause bro went tuition.
hahah.

Yesterday Jiamin ask me online,
say got important de thing to show me.
in the end!
make until me wan vomit..
it's disgusting..
wtf lor.
actually I intend to sleep after I online.
then saw the damn disgusting de, dun wan sleep le.
next time dun listen Jiamin to online le.

♥ @ 12:18 PM

guess what i playing with now.
candles and fire.
hahah.
too bored.

♥ @ 4:27 PM

decided to blog.
if not ahma sure ask me update de.
finall can use comp le cause bro not at home.
shhh..
andandand
is my dad ask me to use de.
hahah.

morning set alarm but oversleep.
then
thanks to ahma sms me.
hahah
thats why she the BEST ahma ma.
hahah
nearly late meet ahma.
then she call me when i intend to call her.
hahah.
and guess what,
she call me then she still at home,
when i thought she waiting for me.
walk pass 3n1 and saw SweePing.
surprised that she got go bridging.
went up to 4t1.
only 10 ppl come for the lesson.
then when I was talking to Zhimei,
and Ms Arnita stand beside me,
and I don't know then shocked.
after that, pei ahma walk to 840 then walk take bus.

♥ @ 11:49 AM

想哭来麻痹自己。
我只求你能借一点点的时间来陪我。
让我忘了你是谁。
有谁肯安慰我。
有些话我不想对你说，
因为我说不出口。
我的心充满惭愧。

♥ @ 11:23 PM

kana force go inter.
haiz.
with parents
bought alot of things
is damn alot.
but quite good lar.
bought what i promise someone.
but spend alot of money there alot.
mostly is mine.
my parents saw their friends.
jiu talk talk talk.
then cab home.

tmr grandma birthday.
alot ppl coming.
sure angry de.

once again, I can't use comp le.
till next week.
arghs..

♥ @ 10:44 PM

morning wake up early just to use the comp.
hahah.
4plus, went pasir ris ordered cake for monday.
actually can choose design if is held on next saturday.
but cannot choose cause is monday.
then everything got limit de.
haiz.
then lend money from cousin's husband
then he ask me help him wash car jiu no need pay.
think i stupid de.
haha
then went their house first.
mocha saw me so excited.
haha
then went eat.
being suan again.
eat 80plus ask me pay 50.
haha.
but i not stupid de lar.
haha

♥ @ 10:32 PM

chew jiamin go dye hair..
wth..
i also wan dye but too bad cannot dye.
haiz.
she go dye brown colour.
everyone holiday go dye hair liao.
like my cousin go dye gold.

sian, bro at home.
later he wake up sure ask me let him use comp de.
haizzzz.
then he use comp is whole day till midnight,
how i going to use?

suddenly think of one qns in mind.

is suddenly appear in mind .

what method is the easier to die?

i really don't know.

I think of alot of method,

but don't know which is the easier.

♥ @ 10:50 AM

sorry, maybe what i did makes you feel uneasy or whatever.
you should know i can't forget about you.
or should i say that you already know that i can't forget you.
nothing is important than you.
your word hurts me now, asking me not to...
since when you care for me before?
you didn't at all!
NOT even once. you know?
you realised when i said.
but what you show?

♥ @ 6:45 PM

Actually i really hope you will stop thinking of those things.

I really don't know is that excuses when you said that,

because when you said that,

there seems to be something stopping you to say.

could you just take care of yourself,

and not letting all those problem affecting what you thinking?

♥ @ 11:58 AM

Morning,
find that Vanessa take her stupid report book and money.
find Meiyu they all,
talk talk.
And,
Ping got come school.
haha.
surprised, cause last day of school le ma.
something happened,
had extra 40 plus class photo.
had to find people to buy.
then end of the day left around 10 photos.
i think.
after school, stay in class till 12.15
then stay at foryer cause of the rain.
in the end, decided to walk in the rain.
with S and Ahma.
went pu things at sy house then wait at void deck for Ahma.
cause she went home take umbrella.
take umbrella need 30 mins de.
haizzz.
give Vanessa things then bus homed.
play comp then play Bingo then cards.
haha.
first round i won. the rest i lost.

next whole week can't use comp.
haizzz.

♥ @ 8:22 PM

wang zhimei, the BEST AHMA is a bully!
why?
cause she throw the poker card de box then hit till my nose.
still can laugh.
idiot right.
and guess what.
play card with her and s.
i keep losing!
and s and her keep win.
cause i dun know how play ma.
they only know bully.

♥ @ 5:47 PM

birthday boy. haha.

♥ @ 5:37 PM

just now
celebrated mocha birthday.
he wearing the jumper.
haha.
damn cute lor.
too bad is bobo never come.
cousin too busy cannot come.
Mocha birthday cake is strawberry cheese cake.
and all ask me try eat.
cause they dun wan try.
but human can eat de cake but no sugar only ma.
still got cheese de taste inside my mouth.
that mocha eat too fast and vomit out everything.
haiz..
upload pics on mocha birthday. maybe tmr..

tuesday getting back report book.
hope so bah.
not going to find work but maybe go my cousin house work.
hahah.
thats a kind of lazy person.

Edited,
but i already got a way.
not anyone is me.
_ tried before then found out got the stupid thing.

feel moodless and did _ again.
to 3 person, dun blame me.

♥ @ 1:32 PM

went out with my BEST AHMA just now.
haha.
she idiot.
say meet at 1230 then in the end, she late for 30 minutes.
then went wallet shop first.
ahma buy wallet for her mum.
$36. next shall be me le.
then went buy Mocha's present.
and buy teenage and Mocha's party hat.
went nokia, take phone.
now tm basement buy sushi for family.
first time wor, haha.

♥ @ 3:08 PM

hahahah.
i damn damn damn damn happy now.
wahahahha.
i am going crazy now le.

♥ @ 6:05 PM

before amaths period de thing i dun really wanna blog
so blog after that de.
amaths was doing correction
Zhimei and me help vanessa do correction.
emaths, was late.
haha.
but stay till 1.45 cause she say not enough time.
she not teaching us next week cause going states.
haha.
Zhihao and Jiayi keep saying 1.15 le.
haha
only 9ppl come.
after that, my BEST AHMA pei me go tm to collect the Jay's album.
and she had to meet Chang Heng they all at 4pm.
she should be rushing now.
so touched. hahs
tmr meeting my BEST AHMA too.
haha.
she pei me find something and collect phone.

♥ @ 3:07 PM

And what you want me to do sia. Wth lar. Near de you dun wan, far de you follow everywhere. Think fun, next time you try it yourself lor. For what you ask me since you already know the answer. I think i also will be extra if i go? Fuck.

♥ @ 11:23 PM

i ask my brother to guess how many subjects i fail
then he say all fail!
idiot. look down on me.
i say 1 fail.
he say sure is emaths fail de.
haha
too bad

just back from swensen.
AGAIN.
yesterday at airport
today at tm.

♥ @ 5:26 PM

This time I really swear that if i going out with you again,
then i not called JOLYN LOW JING YING
and any names you wan me named as.
fuck.
how can on the same day have the same motive?
joke?
please sia.
first, same day.
second, same thing to do.
third, same time.
fourth, you two so close.
If not these four the same as what you told me,
dun tell me you all not tgt de lor.

♥ @ 8:53 PM

Yesterday, went Sinyee house.
the two retarded which is Gina and Sinyee.
playing the truth or dare.
and
damn damn retarded.
i only remember that Sinyee kiss the floor.
haha.
first kiss and is give the floor.
Me and Rachel playing comp.
and I see them play until so fun.
jiu sms Jiamin to dare her do something.
hahs.
and at night,
my mum go tell my dad that i keep smsing ppl.
fuck sia.
who ask them wan have the plan unlimited sms de.
stupid

Today,
actually was in parade square.
but cause friday, so stay in class.
who knows, suddenly is in parade square.
Mdm Yang saw us and came in class ask us go there.
hahs.
Amaths paper, hard de lor.
i only know how do some.
went pasir ris then homed.
went out to the KFC.
to eat and to see Angie.
hahs.
tmr then can serve.

♥ @ 4:28 PM

First person: You ask me go where and i go but i ask you go then you say cannot.
But in the end, i heard you talking on phone saying can go out ltr.
Then that someone ask you go out and you go out.
WTF!
You think what, happy jiu everything okay but not happy jiu angry.
Cute ah you? Fun ah?
Maybe include you i also couldn't.
Second person: You told me that you didn't said that before?
And yet i saw it with my own eyes.
I very easy to cheat or what?
Like my fault or whatever like that.
Whose fault at first?
Unreasonable condition lor.
If on some day, I found out that you saying unturth things and dun blame me.

Don't ask me who the two person cause i don't want tell.
Cause I'm too disappointed with them le.

♥ @ 4:19 PM

First, summarise all the subjects:
Emaths - sure fail for paper 2. paper 1 maybe pass.
But total marks for the two papers is 180 leh!
English - okay but still hope can pass.
History - maybe got a chance to pass. have to depend on seq bah.
SS - no hope de subject.
Amaths - paper one is easy but paper two is hard like...
lost 26 marks. in another words means fail!
Chemistry - easy. cause i remember some things.
Physics - one word - FAIL.
Chinese - can pass bah.

And my grandpa say must get 5As then give me $100.
which is impossible for me lar.
My dad say more than 2As, 1A get $30.

♥ @ 4:12 PM

yesterday had maths and history paper.
maths paper is damn hard.
Some i know but dun know use what method.
History still ok.
I do seq first then dun know how write le jiu do sbq.
do sbq halfway jiu suddenly remember seq de jiu do seq.
haha.

♥ @ 10:21 AM