Your chance, just keep it for yourself.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

yesterday, 1am reach home from airport.
damn qi si cause of my bro
why?
- he took a long time to come out.
- he wan me say byebye to ju yee.
- he say all his friends wan see me cause he everytime say my bad things.
- he bought alot of things but only one watch and shirt is for me. but the watch is childish de and the shirt is juyee choose for me and he purposely buy the biggest size.
- I was wearing his cap and he take away. make my hair so messy.

i stand there guessing which is his bag.
hahah.
and juyee wear the nerd spec so funny lor.
and he want me help me clear up the things when he take out all.

if you really do what that person say,

then i really disappointed by you.

you dont like that person and why so special?

since you say you dont like that person but why?

why you tell that person?

who she think she is? so what she is your _?

everyone also not then you put her.

♥ @ 10:42 PM

Friday, November 28, 2008

Morning, wake up due to Mocha.
why? cause he walk inside the room and facing me.
and and, need do the stupid article again.
sian like hell.
anyone want help me do mah? hahah.
just now went buy things with cousins.
I bought one sunglass and chain.
they bought 2 belts, 3 shoes and 1sunglass each.
my second cousin pay for me as christmas present.
and i only spend $20plus when i can spend $50.
i not that jian spending all but asking her to give me the rest of the money.
hahahah.
and my first cousin said she dont know buy the sunglass for what,
cause she never wear de.
and, in the car we decided something.
which is my work.
2 weeks go first cousin house.
another 2 weeks go second cousin house.

Later going airport.
my bro is back.
dont know what he bought for me.
i ask him buy bag and watch, he say i got alot.
then he say he anyhow buy.
haiz.
dont feel like going cause will saw his friends and ms lim julee.
but bobian..

♥ @ 4:10 PM

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Yesterday, go tm cause ahma wan buy the present for junzhi then i go buy earring. then cousin call me when in bus 21. nagging session. then she ask me go her house cause she thought the 21 i took is from the eunos? mrt de. hahah. stupid. then rain heavily jiu ask her bring umbrella down for me but she bring down then not raining le. hahah. go her house. that mocha jiu jump jump jump and kiss me again. wth lor. then his head hit my neck. then cousin scold him. hahah. His dinner, i was watching at him eating. Got meat, corn, carrot and his dog food. And cousin order pizza but she use my money that i worked de to pay for the pizza. cannot let her know go work. work de money must give her de then she keep and dont let me use. She ordered alot but she wanted me to eat all.. Siao lor. Walk home due to my mum keep calling my phone and ask me to go home. Cannot wait de sia..

saw some photos on my phone when i was bored.

in school take de.

♥ @ 12:14 PM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Today, nothing to do at home. Actually can get out de but in the end dont have. Play comp, watch tv and play psp. Should thank my bro alot because he forget to take psp go. hahah.
Then after that i got nothing to do le cause play psp till sian, jiu he play my psp i play his psp. His psp got 4games nia unlike mine. haha. then bobian, play the tennis de game. I keep losing then after one hour still playing the same game and never win at all. He jiu super action ask wan him teach me ma then he play jiu win. Cause he keep playing ma. I beginner only lor. then he jiu say because you are beginner so keep losing de. I give him the -.- . hahah.
My lips is bleeding now. cause my hand itchy go and scratch then now bleeding. luckily my mum havent come back.
Next year, CNY maybe not going back Malaysia le. SIAN. because of my stupid bro going NS next year and my mum maybe decide not going back.. I wan go back cause can leave Singapore for awhile. hahah. plus can use laptop there. And play alot of things. heheh. And now, i remember few years ago, i burn my finger and everyone was laughing.

♥ @ 7:01 PM

Monday, November 24, 2008

my bro went to HongKong le.
hahah.
yesterday before he go,
we ate mac cause we know he will miss mac.
hahah.
and he go HongKong,
everyone give him money and i jealous.
Cousin give him 100$. Aunt give 200$. Another aunt give 50$. Grandma give 150$. Grandpa give 100$. Uncle give 50$. Dad give the most, don't know how much, should be 1000$ bah.
then total jiu 1650$ liao leh..
wth lor.
but my aunt better, she say she also will be giving me.
hahahah.
he trying to not let my parents sleep cause he 2am need prepare le.
then he wanted to use comp and mum ask him go sleep.
then he say mum force him sleep.
in the end, he sleeping like a pig and mum wake him up.
he still don't wan wake up.

i still treat you as a friend.

and what you do to me?

say what you lazy.

wtf?

lie to me.

and just now i go your user and you accept other but not me.

I really wanted to see whether you still treat me as friend not.

if when you return from malaysia, you didn't return me.

and thats show everything very clear alreay.

♥ @ 1:20 PM

Friday, November 21, 2008

Today, pei ahma go to ws after that. And long time never buy fries for bro. So decided to buy for him. And i thought he wake up already. But i reach home, he still sleeping like a pig. Mum scold him cause he everytime go chalet come back, very tired. Cause he always bring cards go there play de. Hahah. Then i kana scolded for no reason. Never buy for him kana scold, buy for him kana scold. Wtf sia.. Complain so much. Then say i buy presents for friends never buy for him.
Just now, talking to mum then tell her that dad buy one dvd recorder and one dvd player.
Mum: why dont buy two dvd recorder
Dad: buy one recorder then watch outside also can. need so many recorder for what.

then dad walk away because mum ask alot of qns.
Mum ask the last qns, if got wan record two shows how. I go answer her, one use the dvd recorder and one use the tape recorder. hahah. then mum jiu show the -.- . then she got nothing to say so i also walk out.

♥ @ 10:36 PM

sian,
bro is back from chalet.
but he sleeping now with the air-con and fan on.
crazy right.
hahah.
if he know that i didn't help him record full show,
he sure kill me de.
ltr come back no need use comp le.
so now, use first.

edited
december i will be very busy.
hahah.
my cousins and aunts know i very free and need money.
then all ask me go their house to clean.
cause new year is coming.
hahah.
one cousin say one hr 15$.
heheh.
but i wont be so jian de lar.
hahah.

sweet dream again.

but i already don't want to think about anything anymore.

I'm not going to think anything and have that dream again.

fuck.

the dream also won't come true at all.

fuck her lar..

♥ @ 12:02 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2008

go my cousin house.

earn money.
hahah.
help her download song then transfer to her ipod shuffle.
ask her buy me one laptop,
she say wait long long.
hahah.
mocha today so stick me.
hahah.
and he nearly fall down from the sofa.

It's getting more and more obvious already.

and you already told me ur answer by not replying.

and so...

don't scold and don't blame me.

I also can't help myself doing that.

To 'J':

actually what i send you is what i really wanted to do now.

and i'm planning about it now.

and also, don't blame me.

♥ @ 9:36 PM

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

today damn poor thing.
dinner eat rice with steam egg nia.
there's stingray and chicken wing.
but i can't eat.
sad.
then mix with dark soy sauce.
bo bian.
cannot eat food with oil de.
ke lian.

Edited
my cousin jian can?
why?
cause she say i help do things one hr 3$,
then she help me keep.
then next year or when bring me go oversea.
jian de lor..
but also bobian.
then must do well again to get laptop from aunt.
heheh.

To _ :

you ask why was you born in the first place?

I really don't know how to answer.

cause god give you a chance to live???

stay strong.

continue living and dont' waste it.

You not going out also wont help you in anything,

you just wanna avoid something only.

♥ @ 1:21 PM

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

guess what??
my bro going his friend's house overnight,
then go chalet till friday,
then next monday go HongKong.
hahah.
the best holiday de weeks.
cause cannot use comp.
but but,
he take my mp3 and PSP go chalet.
and now, he having buffet with his class,
using the 1000$ that his school give his class de.
action de lor.
and he trying to let me rotten at home,
he wan lock comp, take psp to HongKong.
i ask him go die, then complain to my mum.
hahaha.
best is no one occupied the comp except me!!
and yesterday night, i say i wan go airport
cause i wan know who going with him.
then he say ju lee is there then i say i don't wan go le.
hahah.
4am must reach airport. crazy.
he think i so crazy that 4am at airport say byebye to him.

today, woke up by my grandpa.
and i was having a sweet dream then he woke me up.
cause he need go out le and it's 11.30 liao.
hahah.
fuck. i wan have that dream again!!
hahah.

Who wan com my house??

overnight also can.

hahah.

♥ @ 1:20 PM

Friday, November 14, 2008

I'm sick le.
hahah.
i waited for so long to be sick.
but everytime cannot.
haiz.
this few days kana nag by cousin for alot of things.
and she sms also can scold me.
sad.
she say after this, have to stay at home and study.
i say then give me money ah.
she say i money minded.
qi si wo.
december got 5 ppl birthday.
and she ownself say must buy present for her
then now say no need.
then jiu blah blah blah.
then she accuse me of smoking.
wth lor.
then next day, sms the same thing again.
sian..
zhao zhi dao jiu don't sms her.
then suddenly sms ask got facebook ma.
hahah.
then add her. of course.

Edited
tired like hell.
hahah.
hong kong currency cause that idiot go with his friends.
then super acting.
a lvl having finish then say no need study le
cause the difficult de already down.

♥ @ 1:54 PM

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

my comp is still under the condition of crazy!!
haiz..
today no one at home!!
and i can burn the house.
hahah.
recently keep play candles.
then my mum yesterday warn me dun play candles
cause no one at home then scare i burn the whole house.
and got one night when everyone sleep, i go burn paper.
hahah.

♥ @ 1:17 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

finally can go out le.
later with my cousin again.
she wan go buy badminton racket.
sian..
but good cause can go out.
hahah.
no need stay at home.
yesterday, i found one small cube.
hahah.
and the cube i turn until one very very cube de
then my bro go finish the last part.
idiot.

Edited
I admit i very stupid okay?
cause my father never tell my cousin my bill 112$.
then i ownself go say out.
stupid right.
then nag again.
went eat teppanyaki again.
heheh.
only went out with her or family is they pay not me.
hahah.
i feel telling her to give me her house key.
so when she not in singapore i can go her house.
bought mac for bro and is mega mac.
crazy de bro.
hahah.

You are who you are.

There's no such things whether you are different from last time anot.

No matter what, even you dun trust me.

I just wish that you can forget what I said.

♥ @ 11:11 AM

Monday, November 10, 2008

nothing to do this few days.
still thinking to how to pay the 88dollars.
haiz..
and!
ahma very bad.
dun wan on her phone then i so sian.
i wan buy one new phone!
but sad to say, cannot buy le.
my bro keep asking to faster pay the 88dollars.
then i asking him faster pay 300plus dollars.
cause he make spoilt one camera.
he everyday come home jiu throw his bag.
then he trying to bluff me that he pay le.
think i so stupid de.
300plus one day can pay all.
crazy person can only did that.

now you make me feel so regret of telling you all those things.

I regret because I don't know I said all those is right or wrong.

somehow of regret.

just don't know why that time i will tell you that when you never even trust me.

you can just choose to think that I'm lying to you and I don't mind it actually.

I didn't know that telling you those will hurt you de.

maybe you know how to cope all those stress but is you ownself who choose not to.

I got a feeling that what you told me that time will happen again, when you in the camp.

don't combine the two things together, it's two different matters.

I also don't know why am i writing these.

♥ @ 12:15 PM

Friday, November 07, 2008

fuck!
die like hell le.
my phone bill $112 leh.
sure father nag le then mother nag,
then jiu tell my cousin and cousin scold.
haiz..
how?

later going tm with cousin.
dun know why..
hahah

edited,
my stupid bro go suggest that i pay the bill myself.
idiotic.
just now went tm with cousin.
eat tenpayaki??
then go starbucks.
hahah.
cool.
the stupid tenpayaki?? make me so full.
but i wan go again.
hahah.
home then bro nag.
why never bring him go.
then show him my bill.
he say wan see how i get scolded.
idiotic.
then kana scold by mum and dad,
he sit at the sofa laugh laugh.

♥ @ 11:30 AM

Thursday, November 06, 2008

today last lesson of amaths le.
finally.
and,
i wrote my work on the board twice in this last lesson.
one is that Angie call my name.
another one is Arnita ask me do de.
luckily i did my work.
hahah.
better than ahma.
cause she lazy to do.
hah.
everything ask my bro of course i know.
break, she force us go walk around.
then pei ahma to 840.
i walk to bus stop myself.

tmr bro going have exam again.
means i need early wake up if i wan to use comp.
haizz.

hope you could just faster come back.

if not i sure sian till die.

♥ @ 7:27 PM

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

I really don't want to be like a retard, keep on sending and sending without any reply from you.. That's really stupid way.. I really don't want to continue it anymore le.. I really can't take it anymore.. I don't know how we could continue it.. You never ever think about me before. Never! When you need something then you think about me. If not I think now you also haven't reply me for a long time.. Help you did it le and you just kick me aside..
Now, I said for once. Everything had ended on 311008.. Everything will stop here..

edited
because i don't want the one to always worry about me.. the two out of three.. the other one i have nothing to say about..

♥ @ 11:11 PM

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

sorry!
damn sorry!
i really don't know why i will did it that way.
kind of regret after done it.
damn regret.
sorry sorry.
but it's still the same no matter if i did it or not.

♥ @ 7:07 PM

morning, meet ahma.
and she late again.
can't blame her cause is the bus early.
then stupid, ask me put hairband.
hahah.
in the end put during lesson.
Arnita give curry puff.
crazy..
hahah.
then the lesson 2hr30mins.
and i sms for 2hrs30mins.
then in the end, kana scolded by ahma.
then she wan take my phone away.
hahah.

yesterday, a crazy unreasonable woman ruin my mood.
why?
she call and shout.
please lor.
anyhow give comments about other person.
actually not my problem then help her check.
then jiu call my phone, shouting.
nvm cause is helping a friend.
if she is the what you say de.
then you are worst than her.
is worst of the worst.
say other things is better than that word right.
then say what pass here pass there.
fuck. damn crazy.
the mental hospital is missing one patient.
a innocent person can let you all say till that way.

♥ @ 11:50 AM

Monday, November 03, 2008

Bro having A lvl le.
but it last till next next week sia.
means I alot of days cannot use comp.
haiz..
i get to know that my bro is going hong kong with his friends on 24nov.
hahah.
then 25nov, one come back, one go somewhere else.

I'm still guilty about the breaking promise thing.

how to forget?

that causes someone not _ me.

I really don't know what can help.

♥ @ 10:58 AM

Saturday, November 01, 2008

cut hair le.
sian..
look so weird..
kana force to cut hair.
haizz.

♥ @ 6:13 PM

sad to say.

i also miss those times.

facts are facts.

things that are over are over.

and too many things happened in just one year.

just like yesterday,

my cousin ask me go kbox.

I just suddenly remember the time when we go kbox during sheeleng's birthday.

so fun.

and,

should leave is not her...

♥ @ 11:53 AM

yesterday went ehub.
actually kbox but in the end change movie.
the coffin.
chua tio so many times.
then my cousin keep laugh at me.
cause after i chua tio always will do one action.
haiz..
my cousin's husband kana scold by my cousin.
why?
cause he dun wan watch hsm3.
then i dun dare sleep, she jiu scold him.
hahah.
then homed.
sms 3 ppl.
Jiamin, Zhimei and someone.
only Jiamin and Zhimei reply.
then after that both sleep le.
nothing to do then listen song.
cause dun dare sleep.

♥ @ 11:48 AM