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Jolyn 刘静颖
16; o8o31993
BING ♥ 22o3o9
Twenty-Five ♥
OneTwo ♥


; 是个大错误!


& 他跟她说

wants.

Pass GCE O Level;
New Phone; SP12
Laptop;
KBox/TH;
Bag;


失而复得的感觉
可是你又让我尝到失去的滋味

exits.

♥|Ain|
♥|Eunice|
♥|Jason|♥
♥|JinZhi's WP|♥
♥|JinZhi's BS|♥
♥|JiaMin|♥
♥|Jiayi|
♥|Joceline|
♥|MeiYu|♥
♥|Phoebe|
♥|Rachel|
♥|SheeLeng|♥
♥|ZhouYi|♥

my past.

October 2006
November 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010

some words.

You might have already forgotten but i can remember.
The fun-ness in the past.
How can everything lose to time?
I thought it will never change, letting you go back to the beginning. I will learn to walk out of the past for a better tomorrow.

There used to be a you and me, but no more.
命中真的一定会注定吗?
为什么一定要这样擦肩而过
只有在你和我的地方时才会发生
到时候不知道会发生在我身上吗


Saturday, February 28, 2009

mum dun let me go lzx's de on 6march :((
today, woke up quite late.
and i thinking i sleeping, that person already woke up lor..
cousin came..
mum was like complaining to her cause i everyday using comp..
i think this time can't hope for anything le..
since no comp, they wont be expecting to see me studying.
no comp = no study.
thats it
cousin say what, never see me study before.
wtf lor.
just that i study but she not around only ma..
since no comp, i might be using phone online..
cool.


♥ @ 1:58 PM


Friday, February 27, 2009

when i first started asking you to play.
you say you dont wan but now you are just like addicted playing le.
i really dont know whether i was right about asking you to play ma.
n level coming, you are keep on playing.
i got nothing to say about it.
but you like making me feel guilty.
am i really wrong asking you to play?
if later on, you failed ur test..
you like from morning play till the time you can't use.
you doesnt need to study ar?
i somehow shouldnt ask you play in the first place.

edited
wrote on gina's angie's ahma's wall in facebook
cause nth to do. hahah


♥ @ 6:03 PM



yesterday, study halfway and slept.
hahah. and 3plus woke up, realised that i havent off the lights.
waste electricity..

morning, studied..
didnt really wanted to talk to anyone.
and and,
the person sitting before me is always trying to make me pekchey.
nvm..
then physics test.
quite easy, abit hard.
then rachel went home.
mt.
english, do the summary.
recess.
amaths. fuck can..
nv bring textbook nia.
so again, dun wan to talk to anyone esp _
went see doc..
not intend to tell anyone esp the ones i told already.
cause since someone dont really care for what i tell so many ppl..
since you dun care, for what i still care about my spine.

now, WANGZHIMEI!!!
u make my comp so lag..
told you no need le still send..
you really got abit crazy de sia..


edited
news!!
PS increased the level and rooms.
9 rooms. crazy can..
i'm playing like crazy and now increase the level..
think need play till i die then can reach that level and when i reach they increase again. haha
gonna tell my bro about this when he come back..

was angry now.. due to some reasons..
told someone cause the rest was doing the same thing..


♥ @ 5:39 PM


Thursday, February 26, 2009

morning, quite sian.. hahah.
first to reach.. and meiyu.
Jiamin's sister is like just bathe, the hair so wet.
hahah. so hot still wear hoodie.
chem, test. average. dun know will pass not..
but if one more fail again, i rather to have it all fail cause is like no difference after having one fail.
mt, file-ing.
then recess.
emath, reach quite early. hahah.
the teacher teach, i everyday point middle finger.
hahah.
somehow piss off. then emo.
only one know why i piss off..
then english, haha.
i like today lesson cause was like doing nothing.
amath.
then after school, actually wanted to go ws but cause of jiamin.
hahah.
stay at canteen with her then after that sinyee too cause of the rain.
big rain. flooding.
was copying notes from sinyee and when they went buy food.
someone talk to me. hahah.
surprised..
that person still thought jt's birthday was mine.
hahah. stupid right.
cause he went to the class and saw 4n2 the birthday thing.
hahah.
then marco gng swensen..
wth, i regret not retaining. hahha
walk with jiamin.
then we saying want make ourself sick hahah.

tmr having physics test.
and ms ross let out her lesson to mr chew. i think.
means tmr no history. hahha.
gonna study physic at 8pm. maybe.
see i got mood to study not.
haha.
yesterday night, i was studying chem till sleep cause cannot memorise anything.


♥ @ 5:10 PM


Wednesday, February 25, 2009

morning, meet rachel.
and her house's void deck, lift there got two cats.
wth..
walk to the carpark there. hahah
cat was like following her cause she is holding a bread..
walk to mama shop. buy thing.
backgate, one cat and another cat rushed out.
wtf.. shocked.
saw 4 cats in total.
but the two is like the same as another two.
in class, copy copy copy.
and..
i forgot what happened..
after school, stayed cateen.
forced jiamin to eat with me.. and of course..
then find ahma..
so slow..
walk to lionel's house.. was very hot..
ws playing comp and eating. gh is eating. hungry leh him.
haha.
do work.. lionel tution still can walk around freely..
hahah. cute lor..
then intended to go home but raining hahah.
stay till around 6 then home.
ws and gh went buy food eat opp.
then waited waited..
and ws, gh bought their food le and came to bus stop pei me. hahah
then they went back lionel's house..
like their own house like that..
home..
was surprised that my mum didnt called me today.

was damn sad when i saw something.
can't believe that the person i trust will tell somone.
thats make me feel that need think twice before telling.
okay, wanted to be alone but can't.
should know why..


♥ @ 7:24 PM


Monday, February 23, 2009



didnt wanted to blog today.
but i saw this from my bro's friend's album in facebook..
omg.. she took alot of photos..
going crazy..
rachel say her lzx coming on 6th march.
on friday night..
hahah, bro taking a lvl result that day too..
i was like somesort of cursing lzx's to be cancelled.
hahah..
evil right..
think alot gonna kill me if really cancel.

and, my dad changed to nokia 5320.
all the phones parents using is what i wanted. but most wanted is 5800!!
was trying to stop dad from buying the slide de. hahah.
and after that, finish everything at 3 plus.
but bro meeting his friends at 445.
so he bobian had to walk around parkway to kill time.
hahah
sad..


♥ @ 6:50 PM


Saturday, February 21, 2009

today, quite sian..
was trying to sleep but because of leg, can't sleep so well.
keep waking up so decided not sleep anymore..
sms-ed jiamin and ahma cause nothing to do.
can't go SHE de, most sian..
watch the show i recorded for my brother and read eclipse.
played comp..
saw someone is playing like crazy.
dun know what that person is doing..
had decided not to let that person over my bro.
so, not going to care where cousin will scold anot..
was damn angry when marco called me.
not because he called me..
is because of dad heard that i saying no money.
then dad thought marco is asking me lend him money..
because of that stupid thing caused me to get nagging.
and, played card with cousin..
cousin trying to make me laugh like hell.
and i drink water, choke..
that's it..

i really don't know how to make myself believe you again.
you say you are not.
but my sense is just telling me that you are lying.
that's damn obvious that you only did it to me.
don't see that others get the same treatment that you did to me.
i really don't know what i did wrong to cause that stupid treatment of yours.
why only me, the only one who get this kind of treatment from you.
i regret of knowing you.


♥ @ 8:50 PM


Friday, February 20, 2009

tmr can't go see S.H.E le.
haiz..
actually planned to go de, but my leg..
cousin dun let..
sad leh..
i wanted to go..
maybe secretly?
hahah.
anyone who is kind enough to help me video the whole thing?
maybe CJM!!
hahah.


i already knew it.
no one will ask me about anything.
edited
realised i keep editing.
cause i got nothing to do..
hahaha.
been reading ppl's blog.
ask them to blog longer..
haha
clever me. bhb
had been online from 1 till now.
chatting with zhimei and sl.
then left sl.
then sl rachel jt.
then zhimei jiamin.
hahah.
cool..


♥ @ 5:24 PM



morning meet rachel at mama shop.
then went in school.
somesort of late -.-
then waited for them with rachel and zhimei.
then went ava with them after awhile.
haha. purposely de.
then went music room.
go some activties and suddenly thighs pain.
idk i got sprain at all..
then ahma go down office.
jiu suddenly v a x 's phones kana con..
wtf lor.. idiot ass teacher.
then alsagolf and arnita came..
spray that cool thing again..
and after awhile, alsagolf ask ppl bring stretchers.
wtf lor.
damn damn damn paiseh..
alot ppl looking..
then called cousin and stay in office.
i wanted to go out due to something,
but ahma dun allow me :(
so bo bian lor..
but ahma help me say something.
hahah.
then cousin came and she want me walk myself.
so of course i walk myself lor.
see doc.. nothing..
cousin idiot lor, say i very kua zhang..
i now really think that no one really cares about anything happening to me.
only ahma and sheeleng and weisian and jolynt..
so THANKS..

edited
arnita actually wanted to bring me wheelchair but mrs oh knew jiu say take stretcher.
idiot.
u can imagine that moment i'm so paiseh..
stretcher that moment is most most paiseh..
and,
while waiting for stretcher,
alsagolf talking to me outside the lab,
then he talk about my spec de brand or what, i jiu take out see
then he look at me then say alamak (i think)
i jiu laugh till turn my head then hit till the wall.
and alsagolf ahma were laughing too.
i really very blur. haha

at home, cousin actually wanted me to go downstair take something from another cousin.
cause she forget about my leg..




do you really need treat me so differently?
you like will care about them when anything happen to them.
but me? you not..
in the end, i still need to care about you..


♥ @ 1:16 PM


Thursday, February 19, 2009

today, slacking till sian.
first, at 840 playground, played cards.
then went mini mart there, played cards again.
we called and bluff angie that i got gastric.
hahah.
funny can..
then went buy mac.
gina may angie buy, me and jiamin wait at the block there.
then went back, eat.
Played cards again with Jiamin Gina May Angie Angel.
then Rachel Zhimei came.
and same, played cards.
realised something, cards cards cards.
hahha
and and and,
battery flat!!! sian like hell.
and wang zhimei makes me angry..
then went ws with gina jiamin may.
then eat, homed..
ahma created pet society.
and she ask me think name for pet, i think le then she dun like it..
hahah.

actually i got another reason why i dun wan go school.
is because i dun wan to see you.
seeing you is like another knife stabbing into my heart.
truth is that i still love you like what i used to.
whatever i do, i will try to use an excuse so you will accept.
can you just stop doing that? i just can't stand it anymore.
you like happy jiu reply, not happy jiu dun reply.
wtf you wan?


♥ @ 5:15 PM


Wednesday, February 18, 2009

morning, meet rachel then went in school.
waited for them at foyer..
but thought is early cause didnt see the time.
in the end, late..
but i was not late ..
went library for the workshop.
i really agree what someone said,
it is boring and kns..
hahah.
then fucking idiot haikal, sabo me.
fuck..
wan sabo also know register number properly lar,
wan sabo also say wrong number.
then got abit piss off and angry.
and, i was sad too cause of something..
sorry ahma..
after that, break..
went sit at the staircase near D&T workshop, under the sun..
dun really wan ahma pei me sit there.
ahma trying to make me laugh by saying cold jokes.
hahah.
did laugh once.
thanks ahma..
went canteen..
then back library.
not feel well.
after that, went ws..
waiting mrt, cousin called and ask what time go home.
think she saw the timing that why she called me at that moment.
she said she at my house, but i dun really believe it cause she always bluff me de.
buy eclipse and jiamin pierce.
bought food and homed..
and, cousin really at my house..
and same old thing repeated again..

who the one who said that,
and now, you can stay when you told me you can't.
how do you wan me to believe you again?
i already let myself believe you again and again,
but now i can't
i just can't trust someone who don't trust me too


♥ @ 5:31 PM


Tuesday, February 17, 2009

now i damn damn angry..
the first person know is ahma..
another person know is only the reason but dun know i angry.
wtf sia.. soon i will die cause of too much anger.
who will read the 4th book then the 3rd book..
fuck sia..
still can tell me, keep till after finish reading 3rd book lor.
no 3rd book buy 4th book for what fuck sia.


♥ @ 9:42 PM



today, went Shatec..
forget what happened.
abit old..
went back school, break for 45 mins and go comp lab 1.
do survey but but..
no connection so dun wan do..
do nothing there.
about to end, chang heng went in pet society using phyllis comp.
and, you could expect a scene to happen..
me vanessa meiyu is like crazy. hahah
cause chang heng got 110k.. but we bought our things left 33k.
hahah.
THANKS CHANG HENG, anyway.
went ws with jiamin..
pierce and went popular..
way up, saw gina and sinyee at library.
talk awhile then went popular.
saw eclipse and breaking dawn but no money buy..
and now, just a moment ago, aunt called and ask want buy eclipse anot.
of course i said yes. and she say okay.
but i asked her shun bian buy breaking dawn, she say see first.
hahah.
but too bad to someone, i smsed but didn't reply( till now.)

brother went back le. i'm so happy.
if not, he at home only know how make me piss off de.
when i reach home, i tell him i saw eclipse but no money buy,
and, he say i'm stupid.
idiot..
still laugh at me.

just because you wan double and send it?
wtf sia. you didnt even buy and thats mine.
and you just send it.
you know you are wasting time,
or you purposely did that.
you already had one and you wan another one.
hell sia..
you got the black and you wan red,
you got the pink and you wan white.


♥ @ 7:06 PM


Monday, February 16, 2009

today, went east coast park. CIP.
sian..
pick litters.. go abit dizzy..
no one knows i think..
dun care continue picking.
hahah..
then went back the gather place..
phyllis they all went buy mac. i didnt eat..
i asked someone to eat but ownself didnt.
hahah.
class bonding for dun know how long..
played psp then watch zhimei play uno.
hahha. i go there she jiu win le. hehe.
mr lim play with them, he so noisy. hahha
then that zhimei jiu dun know go where.. dun care her le..
went toilet with phoebe, walk out saw jiamin angie rachel with some boys at the machine.
my $5 gone.
sad.. but jiamin got one tooth.
hahah.
bought drink, share with rachel.
went back.. stay awhile. help jaimin thy all take photos then back school.
after that went ws, played cards haha.
homed.
took bus with jiamin..
she funny, thought every msg is marco..
esp got one, when may send her. haha

bro came home, one word..
stinks.
hahha.
went fieldcamp for dun know how many days.
hahah.
tmr gng back. haha.
not sian..


♥ @ 8:56 PM


Saturday, February 14, 2009

okay, idk why am i saying all these things.
hahah.
it's valentine.. a sad one..
but someone's new year resolution fulfilled.
hahah.
but but but, what i wished came true. hahah. secret.
having damn serious mood swing now.

seriously, i now dun have the mood to go school on monday.
how???
but zhimei gonna kill me if i didnt go.
idk how.. someone give me some ideas can?
why can't i just express my feeling out?
why do i have to show ppl that i'm happy but deep in heart, i'm sad?
why can't i just do what i really wanted?

i just tyn for not replying.
i just tyn for asking me not to sms you.
i just tyn for talking to others infront of me.
i just tyn for making me like you..


♥ @ 7:57 PM


Friday, February 13, 2009

Yesterday, after school went to buy v's day gifts for them with jiamin gina rachel.
bought alot alot till 47$$.
hahah. one valentine i already broke le.
this time is using my own money.
sad leh. now no money to buy for someone's birthday..
2 Toblerone for Vanessa,
1 kinder and ferrero for Zhimei,
1 Toblerone and Ferrero for Jiamin,
1 mnm for Rachel, 1 ferrero for may, 1 kit kat for angie.
1 nutella for Sinyee, and buying nutella not i think de, is...
jiamin and gina. hahah
nvm..
went home. thinking how to wrap sinyee's de.
hahah.
jiamin help me wrap angie's de.

Today, morning meet Rachel.
with alot of things. to me..
She bought milk and went in school.
blah blah..
then Zhimei came, pass her my things.
hahah.
blah blah..
english period, roses came.
hahah.
like so paiseh but heng not under my name.
4roses. Zhimei Vanessa Jiamin, May is force me buy de. jkjk
recess, gave them before they went off.
make angie. hahah. pretending to give her but not.
Zhimei take herself, jian lor.
play card with meiyu and constance, vanessa zhimei came and watch?
hahah. keep losing.
Gave all except for angie and sinyee during amaths.
hahah.
cause good things always have to leave to last to do.
gave angie when about to end, and she open.
hahah.
then sinyee.
went mini mart again..
time goes very very slow.
went home.
reach home, grandpa jiu got the kind of shocking reaction..

ily.
really surprised about it.
k, thats counted as long enough.
hope what i wish really did happen tmr.
hahah.
what i wish is evil enough..


♥ @ 3:24 PM


Tuesday, February 10, 2009

decided to blog after a long time of thinking.
lols.
morning buy mnm and my file drop.
got one crack le..
pe, run.. 4rounds.
first time. hahah.
but but but, shoulder pain like hell..
again that spray thing, so cold lor..
then stayed at foyer with gina sinyee cause vanessa wan faint.
then we talk alot.
gina ask alot about asthma.
first time know that gina got asthma de.
went back class for chem.
angie jiamin rachel and dun know who else, late and stay outside class.
must give reason why late.
i forget what but quite funny.
the rest of the day i forget le..
band, fucking damn sian.
walk around with marc and calvin.
then wanted to see ahma play bball but she didnt play.
but she got sms me.
save me from boredness.
THANKS AHMA.


♥ @ 9:03 PM


Monday, February 09, 2009

now, the moment i saw something..
i was like got the feeling of so what, got what big deal..
you can i also can just that i wan it or not. lols.
dun know why got this kind of feeling at first.
thats nothing anyways.
hahah.
recess,
stayed in class.. or should i say outside class.
with weisian haowei and v.
stupid haowei eat chewing gum then it's lime de.
funny him..
v eat 3 together.. funny.
all so stupid..
emaths, i disturb zhimei till she angry..
oops..
hahah.
then nth to do jiu sms her lor.
hahah.
quite lame..
english, sian..
cme, group work. discussion.
lols.
zhimei and meiyu make me angry then go jiamin's group.
what they wrote is damn funny..
after schoo, with jiamin.
went out school and went in again.
sian..
hahah.
lightbulb. haha


♥ @ 4:06 PM


Sunday, February 08, 2009

Yesterday went cousin's house.
eat and play mahjong.
i didnt play but my bro played.
and he didnt bring any money go but in the end he won $42.
he gave me $7 cause i keep pestering him for it.
hahah.
Today, he play mahjong with cousin again.
he lost no need pay money but i win got money.
at night, played blackjack.
strange thing happened.
ahma reply i won, ahma never reply i lose.
and she reply, i get blackjack and one 2As.
imagine how many times she reply how many times i get blackjack.
hahah
THANKS AHMA! hahah.
one funny thing is when i say hate her, i paid triple..
next time cannot say hate her le..
and ahma threaten me!!
jkjk.


♥ @ 8:49 PM


Friday, February 06, 2009

not so good mood.
due the 3 ppl.
that idiot bangala, that stupid elderly auntie and marco's mum.
nvm.
First, SORRY AHMA FOR NOT ACCOMPANY YOU FOR DUN KNOW HOW MANY FRIDAYS LE. SWEAR NEXT WEEK PEI YOU :) cannot angry de lor.. haha.
Second, Happy Belated Birthday to Sinyee.
went mini mart with Jiamin Gina.
prepare things.
waiting for Sinyee Rachel May to reach.
throw flour all these.
actually i wasn't being throw and gina suddenly pull me becuase of sinyee.
and i kana..
and actually should be happy but that fcuking bangala took photos.
blah blah. shit him lar.
(rachel should alot.. in her blog so everything leave to them to scold. jkjk)
he thinks he who sia. take photo. say wan send. fcuk him.
then clean.. but still got..
then went tm popular buy rachel's de lzx album.
she damn rich, buy so many album. hahah.
took bus. another one kp.
elderly seats but she dun look like elderly.
bus homed..


♥ @ 6:53 PM


Wednesday, February 04, 2009

not quite happy since yesterday night.
my cousin sucks.
she say not going to let me use comp till friday night.
and she gonna take away the modem but idk when.
and then she say give me chance.
and say if i fail one subject she jiu take away.
and i'm already getting a fail subject soon which is emaths.
it's destined that i can't use comp.
haiz.
today, forget everything.
but but but..
rmb something which is...
all the tests so hard.. to me..
assembly, disturb ahma.
she go smack my leg till red..
AHMA!! tmr xiao xin yi dian. jkjk.
after school, went find Rachel.
with sinyee.
then saw jiamin and marco.
hahah.
gave Rachel books and talk talk talk.
hahah.
talk for dun know how long.
rachel like in prison cause of the door.
hahah.
and valentine day gonna buy for all.
hahah.
maybe _ also bah.. dun wish what happen on 30/1 or 2/2 to happen again.
nvm.
determine to give ppl le.
hahah.
then went food palace eat and went back school.
help marco take textbook but dun have.
saw jj while walking with jiamin.
lols.
taix back.. this should be the second time in this week.
broke..


♥ @ 4:57 PM


Tuesday, February 03, 2009

morning, at Rachel's block de void deck at 6.30
7 she came down.
went mama shop
then zhimei came.
she trying to scare me but too bad i turn around so she failed.
hahah.
went in school then went out again.
wait for sinyee and angie.
that angie so long then reach and call her phone nv listen de.
went class, test.
hard..
pe, rachel fell down during her first round and i saw her the second round.
should run with her cause run one round only. hahah. jkjk
walk with her till cher drive his car come.
hahah. funny. due to angie.
then we walk back in a group and should be the last to reach.
a shocking timing..
then do somethings and my watch drop..
I think gina also did something which i did.
which is... say 'duqi' while doing.
cause angie is in between us.
we make till her stomach pain and keep laughing.
went back class. chem pop quiz and i get 5/10
recently de tests not fail jiu shi just pass.
then ss, forget what thing only rmb scolding.
recess, do my english and revise.
but revise seem nothing go into my mind.
went for test. think going to fail again. 7/50.
the first test i get is 4/30.
emaths is hard..
if cousin know = die..
phy then amaths.
fuck her lor. knn.
went knowledge zone then find jiamin..
realised i was late for band.
dun care.
in class, afini and marc gossip, me and calvin listen.
wanted to see ahma at bb court but cannot see her leh.
so went see parade square de.
then went back..
sian lor at there. hahah.
end le. walk with marc don calvin.
then sheeleng.
talk talk talk.
hahaha.
now, back pain. lols.


♥ @ 5:56 PM


Sunday, February 01, 2009

just came back from uncle's house for that 'yusheng' thingy.
hahah.
every year go his house for that.
alot of ppl sure got alot of funny things.
my aunt give the most jokes.
hahaha.
got KFC MAC and Pizza.
alot..
then eat, wait for dad to come with the 'yusheng'
my cousin, aunt and me in the kitchen.
aunt cut the abalone then we eat secretly.
and my cousin switch on the light, aunt jiu say cannot on light...
then eat, went downstairs walk with 2A, aaron ashley.
cause.. too full.
then went back, they got leftover ask me bring home.
crazy. and they gave me one bag.
and so i thought only one, who knows my grandpa take another one.
means two..
i'm full like hell and they wan me vomit.
lols.
homed..
saw someone's house light off.
means out..
haiz..


♥ @ 7:52 PM