Your chance, just keep it for yourself.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

someone now trying to irritate me.
fcuking ass can.
now 10 plus and want me to go down and buy somethings for him.
and somemore these things is not for ns use is for his ownself.
wth can.
one person drink so much.
somemore still want me go buy mac for him.
ns very big meh. come back need help him do this and that de.
he think wht, ocs torture then come home must treat him like emperor meh.
ccb.
suddenly coming home without telling us making us like so busy.

♥ @ 10:26 PM

whole day was so sian.
somehow no mood..
i hate this feeling.
Mother Tongue, jiamin&co. trying to turn the weather into so cold..
they keep saying the jokes..
haha.
Recess. do my tuition work.
Emaths.
irritated by someone.
you are indirectly saying yourself when you always say her.
please can. you are no better than her.
always trying to aa?
English.
Amaths.
continue lesson.
do work.
wzm chiong doing work.
i finished and ppl copy..
then walk with jiamin.
study time!
then dad fetch me back.
hehe.

♥ @ 6:58 PM

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

got no mood to blog..

tuition was so tiring.
she was late for 1 hour!
sian.
boring.
got quite alot of stuffs to do!

YOU MAKE ME FCUKING DAMN DISAAPOINTED!!

♥ @ 7:56 PM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Morning.
rain again.
for both two weeks de tuesday is raining.
Maths teacher in our class and she dont believe we taking amaths.
PE.
2.4 but not me.
zm run.
gina not running.
vanessa run from the starting point till the gate there.
jiamin may run.
angie 'jian fei' ! haha!
Chemistry. Test.
Ss. got alittle bit no mood.
Recess.
Emaths.
I going to be crazy with what angie and zm do..
and then, fucking no mood.
not so many know why.
Physics.
totally no mood.
Lunch. with jiamin & co.
Amaths.
Emaths remedial.
copy abit from angie hehe.
went out school, talk to jiamin & co. awhile.
and bus with gina.
that idiot.. qi si wo le!
keep shooting me on bus.

Petsociety time.
and talk to someone :)
hehe.

ahma, takecare!

wtf sia.

you can get angry about it and i can't?

i angry jiu crazy and no reason.

_ is totally opposite. somemore still say sorry.

what _ want is sleep and i want is concentrate.

all you want is to see them.

i rather i alone can?

i with anyone better than you.

just get rid of everything that is yours alright?

that is i really wanted it so much de.

haiz.

you never think of me before.

♥ @ 7:05 PM

Monday, April 27, 2009

Morning, quite sian.
bought a ring book for some purpose.
ask wzm come early..
hehe.
cause eunice and meiyu went for syf!
Chemistry.
angie eat in class. haha.
Ss.
boring. scolded.
English.
Recess.
stayed in class do my homework.
guai right. hehe.
History.
sit with constance. hehe.
Emaths.
i get 14/15 for my vectors quiz.
haha!
i do it myself! didn't copy wzm de.
first time.
English.
comp lab.
before going comp lab.
went back class awhile.
was irritated by that fucking sound.
CME.
changheng's group.
then do survey.
No amaths.
went angie's aunt house.
angie dye back and jm reborn.
saw angie angie back but didnt manage to see jm's.
went home at 4 plus.
cab.
and..
i cabbed home then say lazy not coming le.
wth sia.
waste my money cab home.
reached home, bro at home.
he went interview.
haha.

going study after ps?
maybe. haha.
should be a must.

can my sense just wrong for once?

irritating with it.

i got a feeling that you kept something from me.

i got a feeling that you _.

i got a feeling..

alot alot of different feelings.

i remember alot alot of things.

Things that i hope is more than what you hurt me.

♥ @ 6:53 PM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

This is the quiz i meant.

For the sake to show someone the quiz.
so i blogged.
today was so boring.
but i break my record of not sms to someone.
but only the morning till 6plus..
:(
i actually decided not to sms _ de.
but but.
i sms _ something then got reply jiu will continue sms le.
sad..

i really got this kind of feeling again!
wth.
i dont want!
i really hate it.

can i like stop waking up halfway?
can i like stop waking up and look at phone?
cause the person wont sms me le.
cause already like got some ppl to accompany le,
so..
dont need me anymore!
i want to have a good sleep, i dont want always wake up halfway.
i dont want!

♥ @ 9:34 PM

Saturday, April 25, 2009

was woke up late.
as expected. haha!
eat and she came.
for 4 hours..
she same as my brother can.
keep say the qns easy.
then the most funny is when she teach the topic.
and what she said was funny.
and, she decided to give me one more day de tuition each week.
doom.
dad still ask her come everyday -.-

i did something damn evil with cousins.
hehe!

♥ @ 9:20 PM

Friday, April 24, 2009

today, had Chinese paper1 and ss.
Jm say that i'm the one who sleep very fast.
i also dont know why.
hope i'm not the only one.
if not, that's mean that i did fast and die fast.
haha!
Recess.
eat the bread angie make for me.
hehe.
exchange of kinderjoy.
study abit.
can't rmb cause of something that no one knows.
i think ss i also the first to finish.
but i tried to not finish so fast.
cause the seq i forget everything.
mind is blank de.
i hate this..
after that, stayed at school awhile with jm & co.
then they went fourth floor.
me and jm went home.
jm dont want go physics.

playing with dog does not make the dog tired but make the person who play with the dog tired.
haha!

我真的不知道应该这样下去吗？

我们都好像很痛苦的在一起。

我真的不知道如何是好。

我不想做一个我们都会伤心的决定。

我觉得对不起你可是。。

我的两只眼睛都看见了。

自从我们在一起开始，我好像没做过一件让你开心的事。

我真的真的好难过，好后悔。

You infront of me can do those irritating me de things.

but the things you do always does not include me.

i just feel that he like you..

not the he is another he.

Edited

my third finger is so called injured cause of mocha.

qi si wo.

i dont feel talking to you.

okay.

my phone is fucking spoilt!

cause i sms whoever also no reply de.

someone know my meaning cause we discuss about it before.

haha!

you make me feel so sad.

Edited

你从没有想过我的感受，

你所想到的只有其他人。

我真不知道这样办。

你说的话真的伤害到我了。

我永远都会记得你所说的每一句话，

那些上新的话。

you just continue tell him everything.

cause i'm sure you will tell de.

cause he know more!

right?

♥ @ 3:08 PM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

morning.
find constance and meisean.
talk.
give them eat my mentos.
and the most quite funny thing happened.
i pressing one side and another side dropped out.
meisean took one from the floor and gave one junior.
and of course after that, she treat anyone sweet no one eat.
haha.
Physics.
History. test with zm.
both prepared to get zero de together. haha.
Chinese. was late.
listening compre.
snatching ahma's pencil.
and..
haha!
Recess. went toilet took photo.
for later part.
English.
Ss.
Emaths.
Assembly.
quite somesort no mood.
finding someone to lend me _.
After that, trying to find someone at knowledge zone.
but can't.
no fate.
Went tm.
took bus with r g sy.
g and sy going ws.
me and r going tm print photo for the second time.
took sometimes.
bought apple pie.
went home after that.

study ss lo.
haha.

我真的不知道你真的值得我的心来嘛。

还记得你说过些什么吗？

难道你忘记了吗？

♥ @ 6:32 PM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Morning.
rain!
and mum force me bring umbrella.
school. class got lesson.
give sweet. haha.
PE. in hall.
play tennis.
watching angie play is damn funny.
Chemistry. test.
no mood.
Recess. in class.
and, ws threw my eraser down..
Emath. no mood agn.
Physics.
Lunch.
Amath.
Emath remedial.
stayed at school awhile then went fp there.
walk to take bus with jm m.
they walk a long way i think.
haha.
bridge and m keep hold my bag.
haha..

history time after finish ps..
hehe

♥ @ 7:17 PM

Monday, April 20, 2009

went school and went out buy sweets and went in again.
Chemistry.
Ss.
English.
Recess. went down with jm & co.
saw someone. worth it!
haha!
History, went back late but teacher was more late.
Emaths. got nothing to say about it.
and make me abit no mood.
English. the most most no mood de.
was like so pekchey.
CME. did presentation.
After school, went with jm r m.
went t1 and tm.
ljs.
mum want me buy starbuck drink home but i no money.
too bad.
haha.
bus with jm m.

going to study.
maybe either ss or chemistry.
and also do my tuition homework.
first time i will do tuition homework and of course got reason.

♥ @ 6:56 PM

Sunday, April 19, 2009

i think i got a habit of waking up halfway during sleep.
and is everyday. gosh..
but i think she wont sms me le bah.
since she already got so many people to sms to.

went tm with family.
bro wanted to buy shirt for his ns de.
so formal de..
haha.
he wanted to buy me present.
but no time :(
went t1.
buy things.
walk around.
and home.
can anyone like save me?
i going die~

going to end the post with..
ILOVEHIM!
haha. cause i got nothing to do.

♥ @ 7:52 PM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

went for cross country.
saw zm.
she crazy.
at there change shoes.
sot de.
and,
our class only 14 ppl came.
but ws lionel hw left after running.
blah blah blah.
then went home with jinglin.
home.
eat.
then waited for jz to come.
she was late.
she very funny.
in the way she talk.
she teach the vectors, i can understand.
haha!
and teach for 3 hours..
and actually she want continue but then, see me so tired,
jiu end early.
but, got homework.
and she say, if finish the homework, she will give me alot of qns which is not in the textbook.
*FAINT
then sleep.
wake up, bro reach home.
and he so rush.
cause friend's birthday celebration.

going to study..
woot..

♥ @ 7:26 PM

Friday, April 17, 2009

Hey everyone!
i got my present lo!
damn nice.
like it alot..
and that wzm is like so stupid.
suddenly say hi to him.
crazy woman.

alright, i forget what's in school le.
after school, stayed awhile.
take present, eat and off to tm.
bought wallet.
should actually also buy ahma's de.
but not enough money.
went mini toons.
went t1.
walk around.
they went back school and i went home.

tmr going cross country and back home for that tuition.
sian..

i said before that you wont know i'm happy.

but now, i 'm happy with what you say.

Edited

today during chinese lesson..

wzm bully me!!

haha!

and now,

msn too.

and she trying to deny leh..

♥ @ 9:25 PM

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Sighs..
actually got alot to post de.
but but,
after seeing one message, i jiu totally no mood le.
idk why.

after school,
was looking for leng like 'hell'.
then, went buy food.
walking and saw odette they all -.-
went one void deck, eat.
and saw them again..
blah blah.
went home..

tmr then can get my present :(
cause he thought we same time end school..

i just feel that you like purposely doing this infront of me.

you purposely talk infront but not to me.

but someone else, trying to like do something which know i dont like.

and make me even even more no mood.

♥ @ 6:55 PM

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Morning.
door havent open.
so talk with jinglin.
then rachel come.
Physics.
History.
Chinese.
Recess.
English.
Ss.
Emaths. Quiz.
end early. earlier than any classes.
went back arrange table for tmr.
and now i realised something, i didnt tell my mum about the MYE.
haha.
Assembly.
WZM disturb me first and she say i disturb her first.
and, she disturb me can.
i only like one finger touch her, she jiu want kill me.
Went, tm after that.
actually want to go ws but didnt.
and, eat at tm.
saw aunt and her friend.
unlucky but at least saw her got money take. hehe!
saw jasmine and saw jiamin and her mum.
went t1.
saw aunt again!
then went find gina and may.
otw, saw more than words, so went in find pouch.
then went basement.
saw aunt again!
for the third time.
seperate from them.
cause aunt want buy some food for me bring home.
so, of course, shun bian ask her buy sushi for me.
and rachel call me jian.

now chatting with someone. hehe.
later study.

♥ @ 6:42 PM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

actually wanted to blog.
but, saw something in facebook which already make me damn damn angry/no mood/sad.

i going to get my present soon.

woo.

only this will make me happy..

From the moment you add,

i already got nothing to say.

because you already forget what you said previously.

dnt blame me if i give you those attitude that you dnt like,

because you make me to give it de.

Edited

Since you are so so so busy to reply.

then let's dont talk anymore.

alright? good?

cause i fucking not happy.

even, my joker also can't cheer me up,

can imagine how sad i am now..

♥ @ 6:55 PM

Monday, April 13, 2009

Chemistry.
did some work.
and got time inbetween before she give answer,
so do history and she took it.
-.-
may's too.
Ss.
did work.
and wzm's paper is blank but not totally.
English.
check for essay.
ws check mine.
but like anyhow.
Recess.
History.
Emaths.
English.
CME.
then after school eat.
and went for chinese oral.
quite long then 3teachers came.
quite fast finish cause alot teachers.
heng my topic not that hard.
haha!
today is the best day ever.
things can be so concidence?
stayed back with jm awhile and home.

got to study my tests le!
cannot let someone down..

fuck lar.

trying to act?

cb.

i tell you, even if you wan i also dont wan lar.

say till i wanted it so much.

asshole.

♥ @ 6:58 PM

Sunday, April 12, 2009

i know, now even if i not around also doesn't matter anymore.

so, can anyone just give me any ideas to make myself sick and no need go to school.

i really can't face someone.

even if dont have me, but you still have others.

not like last time.

i just dont wan go school since you say dont go.

you just dont need to care about me alright?

no matter what i do.

you sure what you wrote in the last sentence is truth ma?

i'm sad and you dnt even bother to say anything.

alright, i just say what i want.

i dont want anyone, alright?

i just want alone, since no one cares.

since, she dont care you dont care nobody care.

you no need think what to do to make me happy,

cause nothing will make me happy now even someone.

you should know it yourself.

edited

my joker is busy watching shows.

can't entertain me cause i'm damn damn sad.

haiz.

we can't communicate like last time.

:'(

i just thinking something to say yet you like this.

sad x101.

i just can't be a good friend but a good listener.

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.

i really got alot to say but i dont know how say.

no matter what, nothing will change that you always the best.

is i dont know how treasure a friend like you.

♥ @ 10:00 PM

Morning,
did alot of stuffs.
second day didnt get any nag from cousin.
happy le.
but but, they make fun of me :(
on some usual stuff about my throat de.
sian.
then help bro with alot of things.
weird is, he ns like my problem like that.
and,
my parents really want me to have tuition so much that even for 2 months they also want.
tuition going to be morning which i will always sleep till very late but not anymore.
poor me..
nothing to do watch show.
then cousin came, disturb him again. haha!
i got chocolate and give him.
so kind right.
haha!
i keep asking him, the chocolate nice not.
haha.
when it is hard and he can't eat.
going to disturb another person in msn le.
hehe.

♥ @ 8:10 PM

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Hello everyone!
i just found myself someone who will fucking make me laugh.
my joker.
haha!
of course,
now he make me happy by saying next week he will give me my present.
after 1 month, better than havent give/not giving right.
haha!
i wonder how he going to give me.
hmm..

♥ @ 11:19 PM

morning,
woke up due to the noise from my whole family.
cause of brother!
hell him.
wan sleep also cannot.
cousin came after that.
today, didnt get scolding.
haha!
now, mind is blank!
cause dont know why.

Edited again

I wont let anyone know about my feelings anymore.

no more.

since you want me tell, i tell.

yet you say that.

fuck lar.

i get depression or whatever, no one cares.

for what i still care about it.

♥ @ 8:15 PM

Thursday, April 09, 2009

yesterday, grandpa fell down.
and cousins aunt so kan chiong.
want bring him go cgh check.
crazy.
grandpa dont want but bobian in the end.

today,
morning meet them.
one cat can make angie go crazy.
haha!
went in.
trying to waste time with meiyu.
not going up.
haha.
mr lim asked us go up but we slowly..
Chemistry, forget do what.
Mt, do the test paper.
Recess, do my book.
which idk how to do.
and zm eating her kinder while thinking. haha.
Emaths, stupid angie.
tired and dont want sit.
and, i forget what le.
got limited de.
after that, wanted to stay for physics but didnt due to something.
went to tm with jiamin.
she take her specs.
and my hp strap lost!
fuck can.
sad lar, cause is so nice.
went tampine1 with jm r g m.
then went back tm to buy strap.
quite fast right?
haha.

tmr brother coming back after 3weeks at OCS.
haha.
havent tell him something that he will scold me de.
think gonna die when he back.

♥ @ 7:19 PM

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

went marymart.
meet jiamin angie and rachel.
then went backgate wait for zm.
she didnt bring bag.
supet crazy.
then went blah blah blah.
this time is no mood to write not forget.
haha.
after school,
the stupid emaths remedial.
fail if i not wrong.
stupid angie cheat!
haha.
stayed at school till 445.
went fp.
eat and home.

自从你认识他之后，

你就渐渐开始变了，
变成一个我不想认识的人。
我宁可去年没有认识你。。
我宁可被别人利用也不想被你利用。
你就是喜欢害我伤心和难过不然就是生气。
我好后悔!

ＮＯ　ＷＯＲＲＩＥＳ！

I SWEAR NEXT TIME I WONT BE EVEN TOUCHING YOUR PHONE.

AND SO YOU WONT BE SCARE THAT I WILL SEE YOUR SMSES.

RIGHT? THAT'S VERY EASY.

♥ @ 7:04 PM

Monday, April 06, 2009

was tired in the morning.
keep disiao eunice.
haha.
she is guessing my chinese surname.
with the surname 'low' she can guess till 'luo'.
weird right.
haha.
ahma look so sad in the morning :(
angie reborn hair look so weird.
and,
ahma thought i injured myself again.
how stupid can she be? haha. jkjk.
may was so called dancing.
haha.
lessons. blah blah.
stayed at class during recess.
and slept cause headache.
and, when history, 'a lot' of ppl in the class.
gina and angie, think they chat till forget time to come back.
haha.
emaths, dont know why keep laughing.
haha!!
English.
CME.
went 800plus with leng.
then find don at mac.
took bus together.
someone is so so unlucky today.
went tm.
home around 4.

got to study le!
first ever know that i will study.
JIAYOUS! hehe.
冰 too.
:)

I shouldn't really believe what you say.

idk should i really what you say now.

i'm scare..

♥ @ 5:40 PM

Sunday, April 05, 2009

back from the ocs.
quite okay today.
was asked to buy mac and wait for family after that.
waited for a long time.
brother clever, wan mac and also sushi.
on the way, heavily raining.
and, brother sms and say that everyone parents reach le except his.
but,
reach there, not all and he is bluffing cause want us early reach.
went to his bunk.
stayed there awhile.
got computer!
but can't use.
went canteen, eat.
stayed there for one hour.
went the dont know where view things.
and walk around after that.
boring.
A big big THANKYOU to those who did reply my messages.
cause cure my boredness.

one bad new for me.
My brother's friend going to give me tuition.
but luckily is not juyee.
he say that he going to ask her to give me alot alot of work.
OMG!
both amaths and emaths from the same person.
she studied in school of mathematics?
that's what my brother told me.
tuition is okay but from the person who knows my brother very well is not good.
hais.

i dont believe what you say le.

no more.

Edited

my second cousin say that she going to tell my dad not to let me use comp!

fuck!

I regret of writing that to you.

how i hope that i didnt write it and you didnt sees it.

everything like changes when i wrote it and you saw it.

:'(

I dont know what i do is correct anot.

not going to ask you anything about ur pm or the small words anymore,

since you like to say nothing.

so let it be NOTHING.

♥ @ 7:27 PM

Saturday, April 04, 2009

I got really nothing to talk to you anymore.

but,

i'm trying my best to think about anything to talk to you.

sorry.

but, you reply de, always either make me angry or no mood.

since i choose wrote it, i dont feel regret or what.

no matter what, you are still my best friend, best A.

iloveyou.

♥ @ 9:10 PM

morning,
cousin came.
and she so fast know about the thing during mps.
of course is aunt tell her de.
idiot sia.
and and,
her husband ask me whether i decided to get into which course in ite anot.
fuck lar.
i shall give you all a shocking result in n lvl.
and,
he is too unlucky.
cause cousin vent all her anger on him for no reason.
that's his problem.

tmr is going be very bored.
going to visit brother at dont know where from 1330 to 1730.
confirm will be very boring de.
dont want to go but mum force me go.
sian.
brother say it's very tough.
poor thing. hah.

disturb cousin again.
i'm thinking whether someone had bought my present le ma.
hahah.

♥ @ 7:36 PM

Friday, April 03, 2009

back from MPS and the talk.
first is me.
and, aunt there scold me infront of mr lim.
fuck.
then nag nag nag all the way.
no one care about me jiu no one care.
i dont give a damn about it.
got my ahma jiu can le. hehe.
then went eat with mum.
went back school, find meiyu.
then stayed at class.
from the time i at class till leave class,
vanessa's mum and brother came.
then constance's mum.
then junhao's sister, the most naggy one.
then rachel's parents came.
then mingjian's mum.
his mum the funniest. idk why. to me.
went hall with leng and meiyu.
then vanessa came find leng.
sit together.
meiyu, me, leng, vanessa.
talking with meiyu.
smsing cause bored.
the talk is damn boring.
first talk end le, then vanessa went home.
meiyu's mum came.
then left me and leng.
another talk, but me and leng was doing something.
mdm wang find me ask me go down.
so go down with leng.
passed ahma her thing.
hope she will like it alot.
walk with leng.
take cab.
while waiting, talk and everything.
should count how long we waited.
hah. then came home.
asked mum why she wan me take cab home.
she say cause it's too late.
but i dont think it is late.

bye, back to my ps le.

♥ @ 9:56 PM

Morning, not mood.
cause ahma say she not going for the talk later.
which ruin my plan.
and,
as usual forget everything.
but i remember,
Chinese.
cause like trying to 'suan' angie.
Teacher also.
hah.
English.
did some oral thing.
Recess,
Meiyu stay in class and so do i.
Amaths,
totally no mood.
cause of you should know who.
Eat, then went tm.
bought hp straps.
saw someone!
inter take bus.
and take the same bus as someone!
hahah.

ahma, can i like take back my present?

haha. joking.

cause i like that!

♥ @ 3:51 PM

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Happy 16th Birthday!!!

To my Ahma W.Zhimei
iloveyou. heh.

Morning, meet jiamin and angie.

and angie forget my ahma present.

how can she forget. haha.

and and, ahma hit angie.

angie's reaction is very very funny.

Chemistry, i forget what le.

Mother Tongue, angie and rachel help me.

busy behind.

should know why bah. hahah.

Recess, gave ahma present.

she havent take out jiu can see what's inside le.

cause lzx ma.

haha.

Emaths, no mood.

English, no mood but at least laughed and talk.

gh is funny. cause no one sit beside him and he started to be crazy?

saying hi to no one.

Amaths, do work.

and Arnita say happy birthday in chinese to ahma.

after school, stay back with jiamin.

and ask ahma to come school to teach us.

but in the end, never study.

Sorry and paiseh, ahma.

stay till around 4plus, went home.

before go, ahma give me a hug :)

and, so unlucky to saw one stupid idiot retarded.

p/s: 王志美, 有没有爱死我?

hahah.

♥ @ 7:16 PM

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Morning, ask eunice to accompany go backgate wait for ahma.
haha.
saw rachel may come in together.
all came school and do chinese.
but of course not include me.
hah.
I forgot what we learn le.
but but, ahma is crazy during recess?
haha.
kinderjoy.
blah blah.
cme, planning then went comp lab.
do the ne quiz?
and senior builder. haha
that's the thing i could remember.
poor thing.
physics.
teacher was late.
rushed..
decided to take cab go ws meet leng.
went cc.
rachel and may was there.
and rachel helped me!
bought something next to cc.
decided went tm.

tired. broke.

Before i end,
THANKS TO LENG AND RACHEL AND MAY.
THANKS THANKS.

♥ @ 8:10 PM