Your chance, just keep it for yourself.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Later I think i'm going to be busy looking after a dog.
haha!
i keep forget alot of things.
i nearly forget that today is saturday,
cause cousin going to stay overnight at hotel..
and,
tutor change the time for tuition from today to tmr.
heng the BBQ is canceled..
if not, i'm gonna be rushing..
and, tutor wanting me to write her things that even my ahma also dont know de to her.
lol!
you think i will?

Ytd i'm somehow can't sleep.
Why?
Cause the day was so fun that i can't sleep.
I like the photos alot alot :)

and and,
before i forget again..
Ytd, MEIYU was like crazy.
whenever there's a shop with carebear, she would say MS ROSS.
hahaha!
I want the day ytd to happen again!

Edited

whole day was feeling so sleepy.
was using my dad's bluetooth headset now.
haha!
cause i got nothing to do.
Brother always have one day free.
and always so busy in the one day.
haha!

i wonder.. will you?

I dont want you to give me any false hope anymore.

and, i also dont want one of my friends to have that feeling too.

get hurt always.

imy like hell now.

when you going to online?

you forget what you promise me again..

sighs.

no one will knows what my wallpaper is now,

maybe you can guess but maybe you are wrong.

cause i know only i will put that photo and no one else will.

if you put i will be damn happy and no more sadness le.

but is it possible?

dont worry, i will change it when i'm out.

我好想好想你，

几时才可以再见到你？

这一个月是一个折磨

♥ @ 12:28 PM

Friday, May 29, 2009

The sky looks nice right. but the photo looks not nice.

MEIYU ME ZHIMEI :D

ZHIMEI ME MEIYU MEISEAN :DD

MEIYU ME :)

ME ZHIMEI :))

ZHIMEI ME MEISEAN MEIYU !!

MEIYU eating icecream. haha!

and, this is mine!

the icecream in front is ZM's.

the icecream behind is MY's.

Shall end with this.

MEIYU! MR LIM! ZHIMEI! ME!

if you put something, i will be more happy.

♥ @ 8:08 PM

school, big breakfast.
was not intend to eat.
then mr lim help me take. lol!
alot sia.
Meiyu & co. played UNO with Mr Lim and Mr Chew.
that two teachers gang up cheat de!
haha!
then blah blah.
Gina & co. went up and shouted names.
nothing to do..
went back class after that. alone.
went 4N2. they playing games.
then went back class cause of something.
watched Meiyu & co. play.
then off to hall for forum.
went back class again.
then homed.
rushed..

dad fetch me there. hehe.
bought the stuffs then meet Ahma, Mei and Meisean.
went foodcourt. mei eat.
then went arcade.
then off to SWENSEN.
funny things happened.
ahma and mei make me angry after they finished eating.
but remember! haven't pay the bill. haha!
so.. i asked them to say something nice in order for me to pay.
yeah! they said. haha!
ILOVETHEM!!
went MINI TOONS after that.
bought some things.
haha!
and, SWENSEN and MINI TOONS make me broke.
lol!
then went CS.
meet Guohao, Lionel and Qiyan.
went to CC.
then arcade.
went t1.
level 4, outside.
took pictures.
went back home.
I HAD A GREAT FUN TODAY!!
AND AGAIN, I LOVE AHMA AND MEI!

我是不是真的不介意被利用？

我真的不知道也不想知道。

我会让你改变想法的。

可能我真的有一点失望，

毫不想再对你抱着什么希望。

我不想，希望越多失望越大。

i'm like crazy, everyday change wallpaper.

haha!

i love one of the pictures alot.

hope someone do.

Pictures going up next.

hehehe.

so long didn't post pictures le.

♥ @ 7:49 PM

Thursday, May 28, 2009

morning, disturb Eunice Wee.
hehe.
then talk talk talk.
and!
term 3, sec 4 and 5 can wear class tee!
the day..
i forget what le.
Chinese, relief.
combine with n2 in music room watch Jay Chou concert.
then blah blah blah.
with wzm is so fun!
dont know why.
Sunday going to Mrs Sim's BBQ.
i trying to ask alot of ppl go.
haha!
after school, wzm came to my house.
haha!
i feel that she is bored..
okay.
then she went off at 5plus.
went down with her.
and kena scolded!
wtf!
heng, didnt affect tmr. hehe

i'm waiting..
hehe!
anyway, i can go for BBQ. hehe!
so happy.
finally.
heng dad allow.

♥ @ 7:33 PM

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Today, wzm didnt come school :(
but.. got cmy.
haha!
morning was so boring.
and.. me did something with phoebe's eraser.
hehe.
with one letter and i poke it.
evil..
blah blah..
after school, went mac with my, constance and her sister.
constance and her sister so funny. haha!
then wzm come find us..
she bought one milo.
actually this can already counted that i treated her le lor..
haha!
she drink so fast..
went with wzm..
lol. my ezlink drop luckily someone return me.
then wzm hen funny..
to me.
pei her to her block.
and i actually said something wrong when she is telling me something.
opps.
went back school.
waited and waited.
chatted with Calvin & co at library.
went buy things.
i going to do something that i rarely will do de.
hehe!
must be touched by me wor. this friday.
to someone..

friday going out with ahma, mei and more.
but..
i hate this friday actually.
why?
i'm going to be broke!!
hopefully wont torture me.
awaiting!

i miss you..

♥ @ 5:59 PM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

morning, i was so early to wake up.
lol.
then went school.
find meisean and constance.
went up classroom.
then wzm came in jiu say very hot.
lol!
and she stop the fan and dont know how let it move again de.
and, pe.
height and weight first.
teacher didnt took mine. because i grew shorter! 4 cm!
hell. imagine it lor.
handball.
Chemistry.
Ss.
Recess.
Emaths.
wzm laugh at me again. for dont know how many times.
Physics.
wzm no lesson. stayed with us.
and!
disturb me again.
Lunch.
then oral.
was talking with wzm throughout till her turn.
so sian after that.
so fun talking to wzm.
was the last third.
last should be rachel.
quite cool lor. after so long.
wzm waited for me after hers.
and.
pei her walk home.
then i cabbed home.
hehe.
was trying to persuade mum dont go school.
at first she say no, in the end she say okay.
but.. her conditions.. i dont want le. haha
tmr going be alone :(
hope meiyu wont last minute dont come school.
cause..
wzm going to ps me tmr.
sad lar.

going to think my stuffs lo..

♥ @ 5:42 PM

Monday, May 25, 2009

today get back the rest all the paper.
and..
i proud to say my emaths results here!
i get..
60.5 / 100.
better than ta1 !
not bhb or whatever can.
when i know my marks i was somesort of over excited.
lol!
went down for recess today.
after so long..
he saw me and say, 节哀顺便 .
once still not enough.
then he at fourth floor, say again.
of course i show him one sign.
haha!
but.. i saw something that make me so happy.
now, trying to suan him when he say he lvl top for dont know what subject.
haha!
back to my emaths result,
i going to 'celebrate' about it!
swensen!
interested can tell me.
haha!
going to tell my parents about my emaths!
hehe. i want see their reaction about it.

tmr prelim oral lor.
going not to care about it.
and wed..
not even have the mood for the day i think.

Sides Angle Angle?

but not.

Angle Angle Sides ..

edited

hitted my leg when i got the result from mr chew,

saying i pass my paper.

lol!

abit ganchiong abit it lar.

haha!

and,

wzm and cmy today keep disturbing me.

disturb me so fun meh?

they two must be crazy le.

haha!!

one is mei xiao mei dao!

one is mei da mei xiao!

why?

cause i in the middle. so i got nothing wrong.

right?

haha!

anyway,

i'm not going to disappoint anyone after this MYE!

i'm gonna buck up and prove someone's wrong!

yeah.

This prelims and N lvl and O lvl,

i going set myself an aim! someone..

not going to say who.

but of course not them.

失望

难过

伤心

无言以对

can i have this fun forever?

and not let anything affect it.

and not let anyone destroy it.

you are the _ but sometimes..

at least i have 冰 who is always..

♥ @ 2:50 PM

Saturday, May 23, 2009

I dont understand why people do treasure someone who treats them good,
but only he does not.
what he did, makes anyone so angry about it.
does you ever think that what she did is because she loves you?
does you ever think that what she did is for your own good?
does you ever think that what she did is making herself suffer more than you?
if she happy what she does, she wont feel even guilty.
what she can do now is to hope nothing happen.
but yet you think of is to help yourself get out of it.
she can look happy but can feel that deep in heart she really sad about it.
you think what she did wont hurt herself? she also dont want it happen at all.
is there a need to get innocent people involve in it?
she did that because she still love you and yet you did another way to show that you 'love' her.

let's not talk about it.
brother coming back lor.
i bet he going to buy mac for himself but not me.
haha!
he going to die when he is back. haha
why?
cause of his so high pay.
haha!
and my results, he going to nag and laugh at me again.

rc time!
woo..

* girl, please cheer up lahs.
so many people are there for you.

♥ @ 1:49 PM

Friday, May 22, 2009

was quite okay.
abit moody.
get back results lo.
hehe.
others subjects i dont care.
amaths..
hais.
feel that tutor got abit sad but she still ask me how i feel.
tutor decided to chiong during the holidays.
and i also will.
useless..
after that, went with someone.
bought the movie ticket.
but didnt watch only accompany buy.
i wanted but..
so. can't accompany le.
sorry!
next time i surely will accompany de.
or you accompany go watch. hehe!
then home.
tmr no tuition. woot.

为什么你说得我就要做？

可是我说得你却没做。

我承认，

我的嫉妒心很强。

可是那又如何？

你会让它便弱吗？

我相信你是知道的。

♥ @ 3:16 PM

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Today, went to school.
and, reached school, the lights not on. idk why.
chat with sharifah.
then went back gate.
bought sweets and waited for ahma.
hall.
waited for a long time to board the bus.
and, off we go.
went sdc.
junyuan got talent.
quite funny lor.
esp, the person sing crush till my ahma dont dare listen the song anymore.
lol!
then went SAFTI!
woo..
went to the tower for the second time.
haha!
went TANGO and ECHO after that.
didn't went to delta.
i want find someone who is there!
haha!
went back to sdc.
for the olympic quiz.
our class is blue team and the lowest.
haha!
express lowest is his class.
but higher than our class.
eat.
then went find meiyu they all.
and bus back.
listen with full blast.
cause..
that's it.
cab home to see doctor.
lol.
forced.

ya, i am/ i wanted it to be like this.

but does it really matter to you alot?

do you will like really care about it?

do you?!

i just can't smile anymore.

or maybe just pretending..

你给我的惊喜只是短暂的惊喜。

可是，那短暂的惊喜却让我很开心。

这个短暂的惊喜会不会再有？

♥ @ 4:17 PM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

For the sake of ...
i just decided.
not to see and not to hear.
weird is..
even him tell me do the same thing.
haha!

now my mind only psp and study hard.
why?
cause psp spoil!
yet my brother still dont know about it when he's the one make spoil de.

for the sake of some people, study hard.
dont disappoint them especially my tutor!
i can't imagine that i tell her i can do it and in the end fail.
somemore, she keep encourage me.
till august jiu no tuition lor.

♥ @ 10:27 PM

wake up with wzm's call.
then comp.
meet meiyu at 12.
eat then meet the rest.
saw kaisiang at cs first. lol.
guohao and qiyan at one side, meisean one side.
lionel buy fries and sit down. lol.
waited for them to eat finish their fries and went check showtime.
lol.
weisian late.
in the end, still decided to watch the uninvited.
for the second time.
before movie time, the boys went eat.
bought something which i shouldn't had bought.
went in.
the sitting place is..
me, my, ms, qy.
behind is ws, lionel, gh, ks.
then got once, i turn and saw ks shocked and jump up.
lol.
very funny.
but the funniest is gh bah.
haha!
then went t1 after that.
bought my favourite sushi. haha!
walk.
slack.
arcade.
and, i went off first.
lol.

edited.
forget about something.
which is..
qy got the phone i wanted!!
argh..

i dont know how to make myself to believe in you.

rmb, one out of so many?

or even, nothing out of so many.

i want believe but i dont know how.

i was looking around, trying my luck to see you.

but to no avail.

hais.

♥ @ 7:06 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

morning. wake up.
use comp awhile then sleep again.
off to school.
reach earlier to pei ahma.
amaths paper 2 was..
dont dare tell tutor that idk how to do!
almost all can.
faint.
alot of ppl sure disappointed de. hais.
then talk to my, ws & co. while walking out school.
chase bus.
reach le but someone still havent.
bought for THE UNIVITED.
lol.
chua tio alot..
haha!
decide not to.. plus cousin ask me help her.
so went home.

tmr going out wor.
with my mei.
and ws & co. i think.

edited.
went cousin house.
tempura (idk how spell). she make.
lol.
busy busy.
otw to her house.
while walking, called ahma.
hehe.
was trying to curse my boredness while walking.
but hanged the call cause she make me angry.
sorry ahma, hang the call.
after that, rushed home.
on comp but awhile ahma offline le.

♥ @ 3:37 PM

Monday, May 18, 2009

Today.
amath paper.
easy bah.
haha.
dont know how to do alot..
sian.
after that, went to mac with my ms and constance.
haha!
then home.

thinking should i memorise my amath de trigo?
hard hard.
now i thinking, how do i going to survive next year with copying someone's work!
hais.
haha!

edited.
i dont know why.
why, when i want walk in rain, the rain purposely stop.
why, when i at home or shelter place, the rain so big.
idiotic sia.
i want...
think wzm going to kill me lo.

♥ @ 10:57 AM

Saturday, May 16, 2009

can't sleep..
sian.
hais.
just feel like giving me something to eat.
and..
sleep le jiu no need wake up.

tmr finally no tuition.
but it's on sunday!
till 6.
omg!

好希望今天就是19号了。

可是就算是，那又会如何？

结果还是一样的。

是需要你安慰的时候了！

edited.

brother came back lo.

at 7plus.

crazy.

so noisy till i woke up.

study or not study?

昨天睡不着，和冰聊了一下后，就有一点开心了。
可是，我想如果你和我聊给些安慰的话，我就会更加开心吧。
为什么，每当你开心时我就很不开心，可是每当我开心时你就不开心？
-
为什么每当我想忘记时，终会有些事情让我想起这些事。
我几时才可以放得下，即使才可以忘记。
我需要忘记的是太多了，多到我不可以想别的事。
一件事还没忘记另一件又接踵而来，我真的承受不了了。

♥ @ 12:55 AM

Friday, May 15, 2009

Chemistry paper.
not easy and not hard.
lol
finished paper.
stay back awhile for amaths paper.
and then mr lim teach me constance meiyu meisean amaths.
till around 11.
then walk out with them then back school again.
lol.
abit lame.
waited for 30 mins for leng.
then went take things.
saw wzm.
haha. sms her.
didnt think that she will call me.
haha!
playing 'hide-n-seek'. haha.
I was about to walk out then wzm keep looking around.
so..
hide!
VERY FUN LOR!
stupid ahma.
keep asking me dont play.
then ahma 不舍得 hang the call.
cause i call her not she call me de.
and.. ahma go her own way. me and leng go eat.
heng, she didnt come and disturb me.
walk around. bought my thing.
went t1.
saw wzm at the entrance.
haha!
lolol.
walk.
then home.

tuition on either sat or sun and till 6!
faint!!

我又再一次的沉下去了。

为什么？

我真的可以吗？

我宁可什么也不知道。

Edited

i dont know should i take your words anot.
i scare..
i scare you break your promise.
i scare ended up with disappointment again.

♥ @ 3:02 PM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Morning. rain!
went to school from the bus stop.
walk in rain.
then wzm bu shi ben dan.
hmm. she's not but i am.
Physics paper.
quite okay lar. forget formula but still know how to do.
better than dont even know how to do.
stay back awhile pei meiyu.
see. i so good.
haha.
wzm. it's just a paper only. somemore it's mid year not n/o.
although study so long.
but me and meiyu study so long but nothing get into mind.
got sun nv :)

going to study soon i think.
chemistry.
tutor sms trying to like help me.
haha!
so good can.

alright, i regret of making the wrong choice.
i shouldn't feel regret with her, she's the BEST.
and i should regret de is another thing.
i'm not going to get distract by these STUPID things le.
yeah my friends only WZM; SL; WS; MEIYU & CO.

世界上不可能巧到那种程度，好不好

我不可能笨到看不出来

可能性有多么大

I dont know why now exams some people still so free to be so childish.

so fun and also childish.

alot of small things can be proofs/clues.

and yeah, thanks for giving so so many clues.

Edited.

I'm happy to have WZM to be my friend.

and of course ALL the names i mention.

no matter got them anot, i will still be VERY happy.

because i have THE REST of them.

i'm not going to feel anything about their doings.

and, what you all do to me now, you will get it back from me.

♥ @ 10:56 AM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

hais.
maths paper 2
okay lar. easier than paper 1. i think.
but..
still will fail de.
then went out school with r and a.
pass sy books.
then went home.
going study soon.
surprising right.
cause i said something to someone yesterday.

i now damn disappointed with someone.
hais.
i can't think of what to do anymore le.
if you think is you then it's you.

我又再一次的失望。

你有时会让我开心，有时却会让我很伤心。

我觉得你不是不可以，只是你不要而已。

it's so obvious le.

Edited.

那时的一次是不是唯一的一次也是最后一次？

你都没有问过我想不想

♥ @ 11:12 AM

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

study like hell..
morning, meet meiyu.
pass wzm her thing and 'her' thing.
hope wzm will like it.
cause idk she like it anot.
with that 1314 sorry.
history paper.
gg.
i forget everything.
and mix write all i studied de.
clever me. haha!
i thinking why not the teacher just give me a blank question paper better.
cause i dont know how to do all!
and, i studied SEQ and forget about SBQ.
then after went to angie hse with rachel, jiamin and vanessa.
played badminton. lol.
but not me cause wzm later angry jiu die le.
blah blah.
and finally reached home.
mum bought me something to eat. haha!

studying soon~

only l, zm and ws!!

woo.

this decision was made so long later..

hais.

♥ @ 5:50 PM

Monday, May 11, 2009

Morning, tell wzm to wke me up.
but in the end i still late woke up.
feel so so useless.
locked myself in the room facing the 4 corners and comp.
decided to use comp first. haha
cause can't study ma.
then studied after that.
but, for hours later, nothing get into my mind.
once use comp, i keep wanting to use.
sms-ed 冰, wzm, ws, meiyu and him!!
haha.
meiyu and me like keep smsing.
cause can't study.
dk can study anot lar.
no mood..

i just dont understand why you always break your promise de.

hais.

i'm so useless.

i always can't cheer you up but always make you angry/sad.

hais.

idk why you always dont want tell me what happened.

♥ @ 7:35 PM

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Morning, wzm call to wake me up.
and i did wake up but sleep back.
sorry. like wasting your time to call me.
wake up awhile jiu go out le.
sian. cabbed go.
but this time not i suggested that.
so dad bobian. haha!
hard to find that block with where that driver stop us.
eat. talk.
got alot of funny thing there.
first, got a 'jie di di di di lian' happening there.
haha.
second, is just a insider joke.
very funny can.
happening with the same people.
went home.
6.30 went out again.
eat dinner.
mothers' day.
haha!
no link de.
there got k while eating.
of course.. all ask me to sing.
and after that cousin's husband say one day bringing me to kbox and sing.
lolol.
i finally know why cousin recently didn't care me le.
haha!
quite qiao de is one cousin is on october one is on november.
woo..

i look like an idiot waiting for your sms whole day.

hais.

♥ @ 10:10 PM

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Morning, wake up with wzm's call.
and tutor so late then come.
when she come i already very sleepy le.
before that, help tutor and brother to take something.
good tutor can.
keep on encourage me.
she see that i'm so tired and so end early.
and i jiu started typing history things.
for jm sy a r..
tired like hell.
back pain like hell.
finally finished two.
and off comp.
studied history abit.
then 6plus on comp again.
with wzm's help.
she do one i do one.
ai si ni le.
now, finished so blogged.

tmr going out.
going to dad's friend's housewarming at the new flat at tampines de.
haha!
i wanted to see wzm's hair.
cause it's near there.
and at night going chinatown.
with cousins and aunt.
they bring grandparents and me kpo go.
for mothers' day. haha
decided not going to study. maybe.
i can't get anything into mind, but only
leave me alone first..
whihc is always in my mind since then.

♥ @ 8:46 PM

Friday, May 08, 2009

this photo can show how emo i am now.

if you can spot something in this photo.

not the bottom but the top.

somemore behind still wrote something.

he teaching maths now using msn.
haha.
and he say he going to be emo during paper two,
because his teacher say that the paper is very hard.
then i not die for sure le lor?
omg!
i do wrong on one question. fucking sian.
360 and i write 180!!
argh.

♥ @ 7:26 PM

studied..
cause dont want disappoint people ; 冰 tutor him and someone who ask me dont stress.
can do it ma?
full of question mark.
idk why, saw someone, my mind went blank again.
always.
:(
maths paper 1, i totally dont know how to do.
study equal no study.
hais.
can i wish someone good luck?
hais.
Chinese, okay.
the most i get is a fail.
i think this mid year going get single digit almost all.
cause?
i can't get everything into mind.
after that, went out with leng.
to tm cs t1.
went in wallet shop for three times.
funny right.
ha-ha.
bought stuffs that i should actually bought it long ago de.
i bought it is not for any reason about recently de thing.
is just a promise.
keep saw phyllis. suay. haha.
anyway, went t1 saw aijia(css3) and went back tm saw shawn(css2).
haha. and leng didnt saw. only aijia.
haha.

not going out anymore.
going to study and study till i mad.
trying to make myself dont think about it but can't

now, i bought it.

and i thinking is it the right time to buy and give you?

idk!

i dont know will you like it anot.

i dont know will you use it anot.

i dont know i dont know

somehow dont know right or wrong.

我不知道那1314 个对不起会不会让你更生气。

第三天了。

少了你我就少了自主权什么都做不了主需要你在身边帮我。

你开心可是我却是表面上的开心。

♥ @ 6:49 PM

Thursday, May 07, 2009

today.
purposely choose to take a longer way bus.
trying to avoid.
cause if i saw, i surely be sad.
but in the end, i made the wrong choice.
in the end, still saw when i walking into school.
hais.
hais..
after school, talked awhile.
then went down talk again.
then went somewhere talk again.

edited
i can't concentrate on studying cause of it..
hais.
but because 冰 and him ask me concentrate.
so..
i concentrate.
hmm..
for the sake of them.

i dont know why i see you jiu sad le.

i thought the only thing that i will be very sad is knowing that she block me,

but actually it's not.

the most sad and hurting thing is that when you ask me leave you alone.

hais.

i really dont know what to do le.

i miss your 'goodnights' 'takecares' 'sweet dreams' 'ai si ni' 'cheerup' ' dont care him' and alot alot.

我好不容易才刚忘了她，没想到你却要我承受更大的伤害。

我想不到什么意义了。

很痛苦，很难受。

♥ @ 6:58 PM

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

whole day was damn sian.
morning, walked in the rain.
how i wish thunder can strike me
blah blah blah whole day.
recess..
i did something when leng left..
no one knows.
after school, went buy kfc.
not me and jm.
went angie's house study.
me jm r g.
cabbed home.
tuition later.
gastric pain like hell now.

Edited
my tutor said something damn touched me.
decided to do well for my papers.
not only for tutor, also 冰 and also someone and someone..

我好恨 2009年05月05日9点

有些关心的话始终说不出口

世界上从此消失了两个角色，或许只在我们的心里吧

some words that cannot be express out from my mouth was needed to be passed through someone's mouth.

sighs.

i miss someone~~, but not him..

♥ @ 5:37 PM

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

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♥ @ 9:15 PM

morning. reach school quite early.
was waiting for him to call me. hee.
haha!
was in a good mood after his sms.
Meiyu was so poor thing..
PE. they played handball.
i also want to play :(
Chemistry. get back testpaper.
Constance highest.
Ss.
Recess. Sy pei me cause she never go down for idk why.
Emaths. angie never come was so..
called her. haha.
Physics.
Lunch.
Amaths.
after that, stayed awhile.
waiting for arnita.
and..
i was drinking water and she suddenly say something make me laugh.
of course you should know what happen next.
she say, someone say want beat her.
then she jiu say, okay let's play boxing.
stupid sia.
then bought stuffs and went angie house eat.
and, we actually bluff her that we bought her share.
in the end, she watching us eat.
and, she let us see her baby photo.
haha!
hen cute can.
me jm r m were laughing like hell.
bus home at around 5plus.

it's going to end again..

is all because of my unreasonable.

:'(

you are good but i just feel that i'm not good enough to be your friend.

life is not perfect without a perfect friend like you.

everything is fated.

如果可以再选择，

我还是会做一样的选择。

选择认识你选择和你。

如果这样的选择还是会让我伤心，我还是会选择。

真的。

♥ @ 7:22 PM

Monday, May 04, 2009

went class in the morning.
before that, was so sad.. and smsed someone. hehe.
what he reply makes me so.. happy.
haha!
went up with eunice.
i'm jealous of eunice
haha. but like no link de.
Ahma give me surprise.
her surprise is really surprise.
ai si ahma le!
Chemistry. test.
Ss. do own stuff.
English.
Recess. dont know why today ahma keep wanting me to go recess for.
she warned me today..
History.
Emaths.
English.
CME. kaisiang's lionel's jm's group present.
and only jm's group not prepare.
hopefully that they will get pass mark bah.
After school, talk with them for dnt know how long.
haha!
then bus to inter.
actually want go ws with r s g de.
but, because too tired not enough sleep and also someone make me no mood.
so.. sry to them.
bought my stuff at t1.
dont know why got abit regret of buying that :(
he trying to ask me dont regret.
haha.

edited.
when i walking to staircase home.
and..
because was thinking about somethings.
and..
i fell right from the top of the staircase to the bottom of the staircase.
but didnt tell family if not they sure say alot de..
injured but wont show anyone i'm injured.

♥ @ 6:46 PM

Saturday, May 02, 2009

watching my cousin drawing is the best for me.
cause i was concentrating on what he drawing.
quie nice.
i asked him to draw for me :)
did something evil after that. hehe.

tuition today was so early.
so sleepy.
thanks for ahma for smsing wake me up..
but tutor send say later then come.
if she send earlier i can sleep longer.

i know you are looking. just feel it.

idk why my mind now was all what you wrote.

every moment i could just remember it.

not missing any single word.

haiz.

just got alot wanna tell you but i just know how express it.

but because i dont know how express it, make our fs become 'danger' .

really feel so sad when you said that yesterday ):

you are the best among all the others.

edited on o3o5o9.

the reason i edit here because i only got this to say.

已经过了20 天。

我还是在等待你的回复。

你说你很忙，那你忙什么呢？

我每天都坐在电脑前面等。。可是就是等不到。

you went hers ..

♥ @ 7:36 PM

Friday, May 01, 2009

i was not so happy..
why?
first, my brother want me to go find him sand.
he is crazy.
the ocs was asking them to do some retarded things.
is damn retarded.
second, i was somehow 'insulted' by some people.
third, i been waking up every night.
sian.
i been telling myself the same thing everytime.

decided not to do my tuition work le. hehe.
so hard.

你让我有了一个习惯。

每晚都会定时的突然睁开眼看一看电话。

我不明白，

为什么我明明知道你不可能再这么做了，我却一直得这么做。

我不明白，

我明知道就算你真的睡不着也不会找我的。

我不明白，

为什么我会那么的在意，可能我真的害怕。

我不明白，

为什么你每次都让我好失望，好难过，好伤心。

这个世界什么都变了。

伤心却面带着笑容，心碎却当着若无其事。

有这个必要吗？

♥ @ 6:37 PM