Your chance, just keep it for yourself.

Friday, July 31, 2009

i'm still waiting for my SHE book.
lols..

and guess what!
tomorrow is his birthday yet i havent buy anything.
and, after prelims then buy ba.
who is the kind person who will accompany me go buy?
haha!

and yesterday i sleep halfway, brother came back.
and make me need change place sleep -.-
stupid him.

♥ @ 10:33 PM

hmm.
today, i am happy and sad.
lols.
seriously, i forget do what.
whole day i just feel like sleeping cause..
sleeping can't feel anything.
jm didn't come school.
so bored..
CFT, went to comp lab.
did the survey already.
so.. sleep!
zzz!
like pig like that.
haha!
some problems.
and change lab.
delayed for english!
woohoo!
Phyiscs.
Amaths, i DID finish my paper within the limited time.
which is given by my tutor.
and, i have improved my amaths but emaths still dont have.
i'm able to check the textbook myself.
good news?
Emaths, blah blah.
Thanks someone who accompanied me!
but in the end, still abit sad cause didn't manage to get it.
zzz!

going to study lo..
but not going night study.
after like two people trying to ask me go.
haha!!

i miss your backview.

i still rmb that time i saw someone playing piano and the song..

i thought is you -.-

cause you played before.

zzz!

imy!

SIGHS.

♥ @ 4:46 PM

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Today i feel better abit.
lol..
blah blah.
had chinese n level oral.
skipped emaths!
finally.
haha!
eat.
then find jm & co.
they bully angie and we there laugh.
haha!
seriously angie is so 'ke lian'
was delayed abit due to mr vaahid.
zzz!
waited..
mrs sharon tan was quite funny lahs.
haha!!
was quite fast to finish.
waited for everyone..
bus home.

♥ @ 6:55 PM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

what i do i forget.
yes, today i manage to control.
till nearly school end.
zzz!
Handball match.
our class win..
wasn't late for tuition but tutor was early.
so.. cabbed home.
she keep laugh at me.
and she's the second person who saw my plaster -.-
so rush..
ask her end early cause i feel sleepy.
but didnt sleep of course.
cabbed to school.
zzz!
second time..
somemore peak hour.
lol..
meet constance and meisean at void deck.
and mdm teng was late 30 minutes.
and the paper is..
hard like hell sia.
was sitting with my & co.
then later 8plus, they left.
so moved to sit with leng & co.
stupid don.
zzz!
haha!
walk with leng.
and home!
and on comp straight away.
see how much i love my comp.
lol.

seriously, after today..

i wont believe her anymore.

and i got feeling that she is ...

ya, wont drop into her trap.

control? yes i will.

tomorrow will be better than today

♥ @ 10:14 PM

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Whole day was like same as yesterday.

but abit different.

i just feel asking, do you really will care?

zzz!

dont know why.

Pe, blah blah.

went to comp lab do survey.

Mt, was like sleeping.

time go so slow.

blah blah..

Skip mock exam.

part of it..

zzz!

but something make me dont know happy or sad.

happy because i going to collect my SHE de book lo!

sad because it was you who promised to pei me collect.

hais.

you dont care, why i care?!

zzz!

yes, you told me to control before.

and i did! but how?

bitc-?

you want do what, i fen pei dao di.

want me affect. yes i am.

want me punch. yes i did.

SJB right?!

now i shall show you what a SJB will do!

and ya, forget about that i havent delete what you smsed before.

want play? i can play.

i can show everyone that message.

SJB can do even worst things.

try it if you want.

-.-!

even if i no money and yet you return.

zzz, i wont use it at all.

and i will just give it to j.

i dont use _'s money since someone dont help me keep.

seriously can you be back?

i need you to help me.

but you rather help everyone than me.

why should i care about my n result then?

♥ @ 6:59 PM

Monday, July 27, 2009

today what happen i forget!

lols!

what's wrong with me?

seriously things make me can't get anything in mind.

i can't get myself concentrate.

i feel stress. zzz!

blah blah.

EDITED

in school.

i was angry till hot.

imagine took temperature for 5 times.

and only one time is behind.

zzz!

seriously, since you want purposely right.

i tell you, i'm seriously affected by your purposely.

zzz!

fun right?

you better not let me know that you are just trying to make use her.

if not, dont blame me doing what you like to do.

_!_

you want play right, i free to play.

now, i fucking dont care about my studies.

anytime!

ya, you did treat her as friend!

after we two quarrel.

what's can that prove?

you really a _ !

you want deny?

i dont mind la!

zzz!

bitch is just a bitch.

nothing else!

zzz!

bitch already worse, act like nothing happen.

more worse.

zzz! childish act

♥ @ 9:36 PM

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Wake up quite early today.

cause i can't sleep.

since thurday night -.-

the reason is still the same..

what i dont like every sunday is that,

i'm always kena suan by people!

zzz!

tutor told me she not coming.

i was like so happy.

then start doing amaths.

then around 3plus, she called and say she coming.

make me rush like hell.

and i knew that my brother surely with her de.

haha!

they two really look like one lehs.

not only i say that.

i keep bully tutor.

haha!

she leaving in 5 weeks time.

omg.

i will miss her teaching me.

and also the time i bully her.

and if not happen,

she will be my next tutor.

hais.

tomorrow so dont feel like going school..

but..

can't help.

no mc le.

第三天

♥ @ 7:59 PM

Friday, July 24, 2009

Today didn't went to school.
with alot alot of reasons.
part of it is to avoid.
and mc :)
just in the right time?
the cause of mc is the same.
at home nothing to do.
sleep halfway keep wake up.
things all bothering me alot.
= prelims confirm fail.

did you ever see someone so stupid?
put inhaler on table and thought is his.
that's my brother.
he nearly want my life -.-

later, someone visiting me ( part of it).
haha!

and cousin suddenly asked about blog.
heng, she asked about brother got anot. not me.
hehe.

第一天

*abnormal person* me! LOL! HA-HA

♥ @ 12:38 PM

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Morning..
zzz!
talk to constance and her sister.
then went class.
went down.
talk to jm gina sy about the eclipse.
walk and saw rachel and may.
talk.
then was supposed to _.
-.-
walk with rachel.
and talk to zm in class.
hehe.
did something i wont do de.
lol.
blah..
during change of period.
went out class to search for eclipse.
went blah blah again..
after school, help mr lim to paste the o lvl lc label on table.
lol..
i didnt manage to get his but my friends.
cab to mac and buy mac.
lol.
for my brother..

B^2

我不会让你得逞的

什么也不管你的是

it's just the wrong timing.

it's just alright for me.

EDITED

我爱的是你，你却不知道

我还有什么好说的

真希望有人可以真正了解我在想什么

其他的事都不重要了

一切回到原点，回到以前的我

对不起其实一切都不应该发生

♥ @ 7:44 PM

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Morning, meet Rachel at mama shop.
went in school.
Meiyu Eunice Celeste waiting for me.
hehe!
No mood to blog.
cause i can't think of things to blog.
and busy doing something.
zzz!
i dont even know will you like it or not.
Emaths mock exam was..
went find meiyu.
out of school with leng zm meiyu jiayi.
and!
i sprain my ankle.
they were all laughing.
and not only them.
yijie too!
leng pei me wait for bus.
hehe..

♥ @ 7:02 PM

Monday, July 20, 2009

Today is a special day.

why?

cause someone sleep late reachs school early.

is it special enough?

lol!

Find zm at backgate because she reach le.

then Celeste came.

walk back classroom.

then change place.

zzz!

this time, zm and meiyu is far away from me!

arghs.

i am sitting in front.

i hate this.

seriously.

of course got reason de.

let's go blah blah blah.

Recess.

went canteen.

seriously WZM not enough sleep can kill me.

my mnm she dont let me eat!

weird right.

Mt was fun!

cause got teacher and angie.

and odette too.

haha!

CME.

was writing thing for 4n2.

lol.

me zm my was like crazy.

especially zm, cause she not enough sleep.

can't help it la.

lols!

and ya, tmr i shall post something long here.

zzz!

damn disappointed la.

brother was sick.

mc for 3 days.

lol.

he actually got one week de.

and he sick still want eat mac.

retarded right?

time for my physics.

edited

you can rest assured that i wont sms you anymore.

you seriosly make me no mood alright.

i know you only did it to me.

is like.. wtf!

you can say to me that not only me?

i wont believe you la.

and, i rememeber that i say something before right.

when someone talk i wont talk.

and. when you choose talk to that person, dont ever expect me to talk anymore.

and now, i say, i wont give you good attitude too.

and i will just end our conversation.

HB = JOKE!

^ i wont say is someone who is 'close' to me.

seriously not!

♥ @ 6:44 PM

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Today.. no tuition!
woohoo!
but.. i need my tutor now.
haha!
didn't tell her.
she say, any problem can call her.
of course i didn't.
i dont look like someone who like to say.
was doing amaths.
can't believe it right?
i also can't believe it.
hah!
whole day was smsing.
hehehe.
sadded not him.

after few months later, me and cousins decided..
Chervel.Y and Mikaela.C
complicated name right?
cousins are trying to torture me.
they ask me pronouce it out then laugh at me.
haha!
and guess what, the idea of Mikaela is from Transformers.
i can't wait..

i'm sorry.

surprise is coming!

woohoo.

get touched.

actually it should be 2 months later..

although i know you wont.

but yet i still hope for it.

i hope one day i could have what i want.

just what you say could make me love you.

♥ @ 7:16 PM

Friday, July 17, 2009

change blogskin.

cause of one reason..

then now i'm not only going to be busy studying.

and also helping to give my two 'coming soon' nieces a name.

hehe!

now busying folding too.

hope tomorrow no tuition.

cause today i intend to watch a show.

busy busy busy.

help to occupy my mind :D

i'm in love with you :D

♥ @ 8:59 PM

Today morning, was doing homework with Constance.
then meet zm.
hmm..
what i remember was.. being irritated in the morning.
by one f---ing idiot!
then english.
peer editing.
help ain, gina and sinyee..
and guess what!
physics dont have k test and postpone.
first time i study so seriously and yet postpone.
Amaths.
Recess.
Emaths.
after school, stayed back with zm my constance ms, ain & co.
and what, ms ross having meeting.
from 1230 wait till 130 then she came out.
seriously wait till hen no mood la.
somemore ...
ms ross want buy carebear at cheers.
lol.
after that, went BBS with Constance.
then pei her go buy BBT.
cabbed home.
zzz.
i dont know why i choose cab home today.

and ya, facebook time.

seriously, you s---

i know you purposely do it.

and ya, i should listen to ahma, control.

your actions can't stand it can.

_!_

now then i know HBF is like more important.

so ya, anything dont come find me.

you still can ask me a damn stupid question.

you can't blame me right?

♥ @ 6:52 PM

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Today, meet zm again.
but this time, with meiyu eunice and celeste.
haha!
meiyu and eunice is because they saw me..
and celeste is saw us..
talk awhile.
was to sit in single row cause of h1n1.
scare spread?
but no difference in arrangement like that.
still sit with zm :)
but meiyu is far :(
then blah blah blah.
amaths, my brother friend was observing.
actually was my tutor who was the one.
heng, if not, she will be observing me instead.
haha!
I hate zm during recess! she dont let me eat red mnm.
still step my shoes somemore.
Chemistry, Mdm Chia didnt come.
Angie kena bullied.
haha!
even teacher also help us?
Physics, i dont know how to do so anyhow do.
write what i remembered.
got abit irritated by someone la.
Emaths.
then after school, pei zm.
did my amaths.
she pekchey..

study study study!!!
bye~

♥ @ 7:07 PM

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Morning, met zm..
before that, brother went back to his camp lor!
celebrate. haha!
hmm, let's remember those happy and funny lessons.
Chinese, was quite fun la.
everytime when got Miss Teh and Angie.
haha!
that lesson, i suddenly got gastric and heart pain.
lol?
change to sit ain's place.
Recess, eat of course.
was talking to Mr lim and Mr chew.
Mr chew can die because of zm me my.
haha!
and he say want change physics teacher to Mr Tan.
Emaths, angie was like crazy.
keep singing.
dragging me and rachel to be crazy too. haha!
CME, was doing english.
then angie went bored.
and started to play hangman with the whole class.
haha!
she is really a joker.
whole class was like playing.
and of course, laugh alot.
after school, pei zm check thing.
and saw jiamin.
haha!
i always can see people from far and zm can't
cabbed home.
was studying physics when i reach home.
so guai right?
but study halfway, fall asleep.

and now?
do my work lo.
after two days.
finally..
bye~

♥ @ 7:17 PM

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Morning meet zm.
then buy thing.
and saw guohao.
that idiot! lol..
PE.
they got a so called test.
the test was so lame.
record by me.. haha!
MT, sit with zm.
meiyu and phoebe beside.
haha!
Recess, talk to jiamin and may.
Physics, do work.
and mr chew complain to my ahma.
(:
Emaths, today zm sit with us.
me and rachel was like copy here and there.
Chemistry, do work.
and rachel damn jian!
English, teacher never come.
again, copy here and there..
Emaths, remedial.
first time i do faster than zm!!
woohoo!
then waited for meiyu.
she was so longggggggg..
dad fetch..
then mum and bro.
then cousin.
we like talking about baby thing.
and guess what!
two nieces :))
and we like laughing at my brother.
finally got something to laugh at him le..

and,
bye~~

♥ @ 7:03 PM

Monday, July 13, 2009

Morning, meet zm again..
before that, constance was playing piano,
and i was watching.
she and her sister de conversation dont know why always quite funny,
to me lahs.
and i forget what happen le.
sit with zm, hehe..
cause she was so poor thing, no one pei her sit..
somemore a middle ahma, you know?!
haha!
was in class with my mei.
blah blah..
-.-!
bus home.
heng today i bus home okay!
saw him while waiting for bus 22.
talk to him.
and saw jiamin and may alighting.
haha!
thanks to zm who ask me take bus la!

I have lots of words to describe you now can!

wtf la..

as- bastar- sucke- fucke- retarde- idio- baichi!

got one BITC- still not enough, still got one bastar-

can go crazy de can

somemore two like aa alot.

and and,

no wonder you two so close la! one aa one act nia.

and that,

you think i so need you is it.

act one big one, talk to you ignore.

pass you thing, turn your head away.

and even reject me.

cb!

kind for nothing la.

avoid.. fuc- you la!

i saying this here and for once.

this is for all.

when there are them, there will not be me.

for eg, if i am talking to you and they cuts in..

i will just simply shut up and walk away.

unless is i wanna talk about something la.

just like i will auto disappear.

cause i dont see a need to continue wait for you all finish talking right?

tmr then continue.. lol..

-.-

♥ @ 6:44 PM

Friday, July 10, 2009

Morning, meet zm again.
everytime so suay.. not about waiting for her la.
and guess what!
i forget everything le.
haha!
let's talk about after school.
me zm my waiting for 291.
and guess what!
raining. and yet i cannot walk in rain.
then when zm say take 293, i was so happy!
but in the end still cannot.
and you know what?
zm so fast jiu help my dont help me lor.
bad right? zzz!
then went tm, starhub and m1.
then popular.
wait for suyin.
went pizzahut.
they force me to eat!
was late in meeting gh and lionel.
haha!
in the end settle down at the young readers section.
was so FUN.
but fun only can last for a moment
after that, cousin bluff me or what.
say she in library in the end say she going orchard.
i went home while the rest dont know go where.
reach home, rush like crazy.
and cousin come fetch me.
he damn qian da de. haha!
but in the end kena bully by me.
went to The Cathay watch 'ICE AGE 3'
i heard from my cousin say that TH book the whole cinema or whatever.
crazy right?
after the show, went cousin drive me to meet another cousin.
at orchard.
they walk till i was so tired.
eat.
then went blk85 buy food.
and home!
so here i am!
haha.

you seems to like to see me get irritated, sad, angry and whatever.

you make me think that our start is wrong in the first place.

when i get angry, you get more angry than me.

weird?

what you make me think is that, i'm the extra one.

even if you dont like that think, seriously you make me think that way de,

with all the things you do.

you can say i'm jealous or whatever, just with everything you wanna say.

and seriously i dont want care, but can i?

and you know i only can describe you with only one word?

just a simple word!

ihateallyourdoings

_!_ !!!

as what i wrote didnt state anyone's name.

so ya, as usual..

you better dont think i was writing about you.

cause.. you might not know who i writing to.

♥ @ 10:46 PM

Thursday, July 09, 2009

morning, meet zm again.
and jiamin bluff me!
haha!
let's skip some subjects cause i forget already.
today, jj came.
and the class is like so many laughters?
lol!
seriously not a good thing la.
he did something during physics period when teacher havent come.
emaths was held in knowledge zone cause of oral.
first time i did work on my own?
after school, with jiamin & co awhile.
then meiyu.
stayed in school wait for zm.
intend to study but in the end didnt.
BUS home.
mum called and say cousin ask me go her house.
-.-
around 6plus went.
and walk with brother.
he keep suan me. like zm..
order kfc and pizza. haha!
time to tell lionel -.-
haha!
was there looking at baby stuff.
and thinking of the name.
ya, they trying to find a easy to say name starting with c.
why?
just for me to say it.
to me is not easy la.
haha!

bye~

edited
suddenly remeber that..
while waiting for zm.
meiyu taught me play piano.
haha!
she say i learn faster than phoebe.
heh.

♥ @ 9:12 PM

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

Morning,
parents went fetch brother after driving me to school.
i want go de lor. sian.
if at night i still can go.
zzz.
in class was so..
wait for zm at backgate.
she surely overslept de.
hah.
then when walking to class, more..
I forget what happen le.
lol.
maybe due to irritating..
what i rmb only asssembly time.
stayed in class.
whole class doing maths.
zm help me do tuition work.
and of course i was the most free.
lol..
then about end school.
angie was asking people what they eat during pri5 ndp.
haha! she hen sad la.
people eat rice she eat bread.
after school, walk through backgate with zm and my..
then phoebe came.
cause she can't find her friends.
zm went home to take her earpiece for me.
then she walk with us till another lift and walk home.
crazy right.

and you know what?
ain asked me i everyday take cab ar? haha!
i got abit crazy..
and when i say i want take cab home, two pairs of eyes staring at me.
which is of course.. zhimei's and meiyu's.
they seriously want my life by asking me not take cab.
and they say cause of my previous post..
they want to be the someone.
haha.
in the end, meiyu send me to bus stop and watch me board the bus.
haha!

* IMMP!!
(shortbut. hah.)

♥ @ 5:28 PM

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Morning, wait for zm at backgate.
then went class..
-.-
early in the morning jiu pissed off le.
_!_
PE. was asked to grade people -.-
rachel also have to. haha!
MT, was quite funny with angie ng there..
haha.
Physics, do workbook.
Emaths, angie ng again.
lol. chocolate can make her think.
Break due to oral.
was in knowleadge zone.
then canteen eat.
Oral, wait for so long then my turn.
i become the time keeper and time everyone!
since i was the LAST person.
and this LAST person, was being suan by alot of ppl.
like, WangZhimei ChewJiamin HengGuohao
I was damn nervous till the teacher ask me ' are you anxious'
lol..
Jiamin & co , Zm & co all outside.
idk why.
then went bbt.
and then zm become a kid. hah.
walk with her and cab home.

I'm seriously damn sad pekchey angry!

♥ @ 7:23 PM

Saturday, July 04, 2009

These few days wasn't in the mood to blog,
or even use comp.
days were so bored to me due to some things.
and you can expect that whenever i post, below surely got words.

Thursday stayed back to pei zm.
Friday which is yesterday lahs,
stayed in school knowledge zone.
waiting for meiyu, lionel and guohao to take their oral practice.
then went buy bbt with zm my gh lionel constance phoebe.
then went lionel house study with zm my gh ws.
gh and ws was practicing their oral.
and gh was quite funny.
then went home.
zm my ws took cab home.
overall, 4 out of 5 days i took cab home.
was like crazy right.
alright, can anyone please stop me from taking cab?
i seriously need stop taking cab if not..
i think i will lack of money to buy so many stuffs.
zzz.

today, tuition.
was so sian the whole day.
just because i didn't finish my work.
and quite surprised that i thought i dont know how to do,
but yet within less than two hour i can finish all i dont know de.
after tuition, of course use comp.
and, seriously i need someone to help me in my amaths homework.
i mean school de this time.
lol..

seriously you making me speechless.

why?

i text you you dont reply, then others text you reply.

lol..

what the hell are you proving?

since last year , i been irritated about it since last year!

and, what i dont like de, all you do.

what you expect me to show you?

it's fucking over limit.

so ya, don't ever blame me for what i do.

too bad so sad.

♥ @ 8:10 PM