Your chance, just keep it for yourself.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

想要的人是你, 不想要的人也是你, 你到底想做什么?
现在对你只有讨厌, 不要认为只有你会那样做
小孩子!
If you think i want to do it that way, okay, then i tell you that i want to do it that way. If you think i want to write all those things purposely, okay, then i tell you that i write it on purposely. Because that's the only way. The only way that i could hate you, because you hate me right?
If you think previously when you are right in front of me or when i past by you, i don't have any feeling, then i tell you that it's not i don't have any feeling but i really sad whenever you are in front of me or past by you and i just want get it over by avoiding staying in a place that you are in front of me or walk away fast when walking past you. Because when saw you, i only know how foolish i am to choose in a stupid way.

♥ @ 9:41 PM

JolynL says that she is so free today!

was packing my stuffs today.
spend half afternoon to pack it.
throwing away ALL USELESS THINGS.
WOOHOO!
playing comp all the way.
just for the sake of that damn person.
-.-
ohya, i not so used to using SE phone.
not going to buy SE phone. no more.
i always forget to send out a message.
and around one hour later than i realise it.
it's so stupid about it.

it's so sad that you have to work to get money.
but i no need.
i'm too lucky about it.
-
if you realise that out of so many things, i only want it back.
it's because i like that and pian pian you take it.
-
我最讨厌被骗的感觉!
_!_

♥ @ 4:21 PM

Friday, October 30, 2009

JolynL say she is tired! arghs. but it's worth it la.

Morning, kena forced to wake up at 7.30am
went down eat with mum.
and i was right about something when i came back.
hmm, i was guessing on the date that someone used to tell me.
then.. went cousin's house.
tired tired.
worst day.
ohya, yesterday i was so free that i actually redecorated the restaurant.
how free am i?
decorated me and my brother's de.
:D
see! me decorated first.
let's see..

tomorrow i let you the whole afternoon.
-
maybe today whole day you won't online because..
you know i know
and i thought that you would be there too
i thought i would see you
but you didn't
-

EDITED! - 645pm
my friend say amaths paper was easy for her.
it's good for her right?
in temasek sec, hard then other schools not more hard.
hahs.
don't know amaths or emaths paper is more easy.
that day before going take paper two, i took the luck de in fb.
and i got 97%.
haha! no wonder paper so easy. jkjk!

you had irritated me.
^ not her.

♥ @ 4:22 PM

Thursday, October 29, 2009

JolynL say that she is very tired already, wanna stop everything but she can't.

morning meet rachel and angie.
they are late.
while waiting, saw a scene of something.
ate ljs.
walk around.
then to cousin's house.
blah blah.
home.

know why this post is so short?
because now i can't think of anything to post.

i won't and i don't.
-
if you think that yesterday post on the chinese word is for you.
then it shall be for you.
dont forget for me there's a her and ALSO a him.
and yes the first part of the chinese words is for the him.
-

对不起

这是唯一可以让我变得和你一样的方式

我想不到任何一个办法除了那样做

我不应该这样做可是没有别的方法

以为我这样做就可以和你一样了

可是我知道错了因为根本没有任何一个办法

^ this will continue in somewhere you know i know.

if only you still rememeber where i meant.

♥ @ 4:48 PM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

JolynL say that it FINALLY over! whoo~ celebration happening tomorrow. hahs.

first time call people till phone low batt.
thanks to rachel.
haha!
cool right?
it's my turn waking people up.
of course i didnt spend time calling.
but using comp too.
so surprised that when i online, jz still online.
haha!
chatted with her awhile and ask her go sleep.
awhile later.. went meet rachel.
she is late when i thought i would be late instead.
then went school.
rained.
must be wee~'s fault. haha.
jkjk.
from far saw _
went up hall. waited for paper to start.
after paper, actually intend go eat but angie..
so change to tomorrow.
and! if i did not remember wrongly, angie now is called..
PIG NG!
walked with rachel cause i got nothing to do.
and homed.

GAME RULE IS SET BY HUMAN BEING

-
don't play don't chase
i will let you because you are older
-.-
-
你就是一个小孩子
玩小孩子玩的游戏
这就代表你还没有长大
快长大吧你
好可怜哦
-
我就是越玩越爽
越玩越高兴
越玩越刺激
越玩越想玩
-

♥ @ 7:12 PM

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

JolynL say that she is so nervous!

use comp and listen song.
hehe.
did i study while playing?
i dont think so. especially someone rid my mood of studying.
damn.
and i was studying until someone online, so can't help it.
going meet rachel soon?
but she sleeping. haha!

edit post when i'm back from paper.

dont say you dont when you did.
-.-
i wont be a fool for the second time.
dont ever think of me trusting you, i won't.
you got nothing that i could believe on even when you say that.
........
i don't believe you wont and dont.

edited! - 6.49 pm
back from emaths paper one.
after doing the paper..
hope will get a pass mark can already.
the paper is quite okay..
but after chatting about it with jinglin is..
hais.
after paper, went down with rachel and angie.
waited for jinglin at bookshop.
walk to bus 22.
chatted a lot a lot.
same bus with yj.
three same primary school friends miss out one.
she follow me home just because of one paper.
haha!
and then i realised that friends who came to my house before,
primary school friends have the majority. but due to my stm..

tmr paper two lo.
last paper. FINALLY!

remember what i told you before?
it happened today too.
-
见惯不怪
-

♥ @ 11:11 AM

Monday, October 26, 2009

JolynL say she been thinking thinking and THINKING!

went angie house study.
before that, was actually meeting rachel first.
waited for one hour and then after asking ppl.
she is confirm sleeping.
so went up angie house first.
soon rachel wakes up.
me and angie went buy food.
and i still need to wait for her.
went up. eat study and youtube-ing.
study abit in the end.
then homed.

if i asking you anything again.
i'm not who i am.
zzz!
_!_
-
now should i be the one saying you copy me?
-.-

♥ @ 6:59 PM

Sunday, October 25, 2009

JolynL want to see chervel ASAP! argh. poor chervel.

Friday night was watching tv till one plus.
while computer-ing.
haha!
fun. chatted with people.
watch death note halfway then room emo-ing.
haha.
crazy.
Saturday, forget what i do.
only study..
that's why i didnt blog but i chatted instead.
and don't know happen to me that i actually sleep at 3am.
but i didn't waste any time. i was thinking..
Today, as usual studying.
but today is lesser.. cause tv again.

THANKS for the help of my tutor. haha! our side is actually 3.10am when she send me the mail and i didn't sleep at that time but not using comp which i just realised it. A help from far away actually helped me understand.

in the end, decided to let you over and over you again.
that's more fun, isn't it -.-
just kidding.
not even thinking about this type of thing.

♥ @ 9:23 PM

Friday, October 23, 2009

JolynL wants a new phone! if not she gonna die soon~ haha.

started my practising of maths yesterday.
because i was practising and someone dont want chat with me!
arghs!
haha.
regretted not going to hospital yesterday.
cause they went there for so long.
and i could actually play with chervel if i go.
but.. i choose to study instead.
^ people saw this must be happy about it.
ohya, that good dog of my cousin wake me up at 4.30am!
crazy. luckily i wasn't the owner if not i will go crazy about it.
and jiamin told me that she got a new born cousin. haha!
okay, that's so random.
because at home so boring till random.

i miss your random-ness.

♥ @ 12:25 PM

Thursday, October 22, 2009

JolynL say that she is going to listen to her friend's advice to do more practice on maths as she realised that she had not been doing much practice since n level had ended.

Yesterday, chatted and smsed a lot of people.
and so.. i decided to study.
haha!
it's true for lack of practices.
a lot of people are nagging to ask me study.
and don't let me use computer!
no computer = no life. JUST KIDDING!
i don't know where to start from.
and now, i decided to start from the self-paced booklet.
shall finish it. because tutor used to say so?
But for now, i shall play with the dog first.
hehe.

♥ @ 12:12 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

JolynL say that she is now officially promoted :D

As usual, morning was woke up by dog.
like always.
then went cabbed to hospital to visit cousin.
on cab, grandma suddenly talk about jason low.
and of course would link to comm ball.
and so, also link to jz.
and aunt asked me the usual question.
this time i don't know how to answer.
haha!
after so much of talking.
went up to ward.
around 12, chervel came :)
one word, chubby!
leave around 2plus.
tiring!

i still not yet start my emaths revision!

♥ @ 7:25 PM

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

JolynL say that you is also another one who is addicted in buying mys boxes in ps -.-

And let's talk about dog again.
the dog is so smart.
why?
the door is close and you know?
push the door slowly and silently.
scared me can.
somemore for three times.
Went out today.
thought just to take thing from rachel.
then went eat and walk around awhile.
bought thing for mocha.
meet sheeleng.
home.
kind of slacking.

i'm gonna chase you.
i'm gonna over you.
that's what i want now.
you better make it far from me.
-.-

♥ @ 6:17 PM

Monday, October 19, 2009

JolynL say that she feel so uncomfortable wearing that -.-

let's talk about dog today.
haha!
dog is good in snatching people's bed.
jkjk.
this dog, want i turn around, he jump onto my bed.
and guess what, still occupy three quarter of my pillow.
how could i sleep in this way?
somemore, 3 am wake up and jump onto my bed.
smart dog right?
poor thing..
then, suddenly i become his owner.
following everywhere i go.

i'm a fast learner anyway.
:D
just that now i still thinking should i study not?
haha!

i don't feel shock about it.
but could say that you are LAME!

♥ @ 5:08 PM

Sunday, October 18, 2009

JolynL say that she is so busy that she looks so free. haha!

Morning, wake up by cousin's call.
went down to bring mocha up.
and soon, went down with mum.
to optical shop.
muahaha! -.-
mum spend $600, and i staring at her.
she spend about six times more than what i spend there.
i think i going to spend more than one day to learn it tmr.
haha!
then the day went blah..
now i'm a dog-keeper.

should i now start on my maths?
haha!
i've be slacking for so long.

thanks for it.
you are the second one that make me encounter it.

♥ @ 6:59 PM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

JolynL says that she soon going be promoted :D in about 2 or less day. muahaha! not only me who will get promoted of course.

Morning, went to eat chicken rice.
^ jiamin going to say that i action again. haha!
then back home, awhile later.. went cousin house.
hmm, 6 hours not at home.
went whitesand to buy things.
then went prawn farm to pass things.
and went sengkang again.
:D
imagine two dogs looks like chaos.
haha!
stayed there awhile.
celebrated mocha's birthday. bobo joined.
two cakes. for one dog each.
good right?

i going get busy from tomorrow onwards.
not busy on emaths of course. haha!

♥ @ 7:51 PM

Friday, October 16, 2009

JolynL say that jz MUST come back during december. ESPECIALLY on the 19th november, that's the day that everyone will know. HAHA!
TENG, you better be back to see my result if not it will be a fail. muahaha.

Went school late again.
waited for them to come now.
but wait until i went up.
went up then they released -.-
physics paper.
i do quite fast.
then at 12noon, went off le.
don came out then so on..
chen shan do the longest.
then took bus 293 with leng don celeste kimie chen shan.
that STUPID ones keep on disturbing.
then celeste and kimie went to cs.
leng and chen shan don't knw go where.
while i meet someone to pass the thing.
thing that had been in my bag for the past few days.
finally a SUCCESSFUL one.
HAHA!!

you are also another one.
-.-
i guessed it.
-

♥ @ 6:54 PM

Thursday, October 15, 2009

JolynL say that yesterday would be FUN if jz is still in singapore. haha!

yesterday, went airport.
brother going taiwan.
eat at popeye.
quite a lot of people.
lol!
reach home around 11 plus.
sleep immediately. haha!
today, wake up quite late.
then went school.
and after the paper.. take bus with leng celeste and don.
STUPID CELESTE AND DON!!!
went whitesand with leng.
she bought things and bused.
buy food for mum.
guai right :D

going to practice for my emaths :)

♥ @ 6:11 PM

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

JolynL say that she just spent a cool day in school.

Morning, talk awhile with constance and sister.
then sleep awhile.
i realised that recently i'm quite tired.
haha!
then waited outside ava room.
the people who went only like less than 30.
3 classes leh.
chinese paper one, didn't write alot.
because it's so COOL!
frozen even with jacket.
ate.
then paper two. better.
and give a word to describe the two teachers.
haha!
ss, faster do faster leave.
hahs.
home..
and SLEEP!
soon i going to become pig.

♥ @ 6:55 PM

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

JolynL say that she feel so sian after the stupid 3e paper. waste time doing that, would rather spend it on revising my maths.

Morning, saw celeste.
this time, saw her, the sky went dark.
haha!
walk to main gate with her.
pei her wait for jiayi since i got nothing to do.
while waiting for jiayi.
don, meiyu, chen shan, yi yuan came respectively.
in the end, 6 people waiting for her.
thought would stop outside school, but her mum drive in.
blah.
waited out ava.
stupid don!
paper one.
break.
then paper two.
quite cool!
quickly pass up, quickly get out!
hahahs.
went buy thing. shop around awhile.
home.
busy for cooking dinner.
is really busy.
haha!

it's just enough to see you now than not anymore.

♥ @ 7:47 PM

Monday, October 12, 2009

JolynL say that yesterday night wanted to sleep and because of that two 'irresponsible' ones, make me don't know what time sleep. haha!

Saturday, went out with cousin. went whitesand, ate at JerkThai. Everyone eat finish then my food came. obviously is rush! went pasir ris. prawning! haha. and also bbq-ed there. i kena bully there. home around 11plus. and my brother already on the phone. and he never see live prawn before.

Sunday, went cousin house. then came home. went ikea eat with another cousin and went to her house, went her shop at chinatown. eat and home. wasn't like at home most of the day. and use abit comp only. whole day didn't use my facebook. haha. quite surprising. and when i wanted to sleep after talking to my brother my bottle and pencil case thing, jz called. nice timing right?

it should be time for my facebook le. hehe!

i don't need to do what you say.
-
is, 各不相识
or, 划清界限 ?
-
don't say people when you also one of them.

♥ @ 10:58 AM

Saturday, October 10, 2009

JolynL say that she gonna be 'com-less' if brother not going out for the next few days. wish that his friends can everyday ask him to go katong!

haha!
yesterday chat with jz while he went out.
one thing to say, teng is bad!
jkjk!
let brother mark my answers.
guess what! careless mistakes a lot!
arghs!
but think pass can already la.

later going to sengkang.
for wii? maybe, hehe!
and.. prawning.
since no one want to go on monday.

maybe..

♥ @ 12:25 PM

Friday, October 09, 2009

JolynL say that n level is FINALLY over, now only scare of getting the results in december and also o level emaths!

Today, meet jiamin and rachel at mac.
while walking there, saw jiamin.
smsed her to ask her stop where she is.
because no use shouting.
haha!
indeed she stopped after a few minutes of sending.
she find rachel while i wait at mac.
eat then walk to angie house.
study? haha. abit only.
talking alot instead.
went school.
only our class amaths.
paper start.
and this time worst!
i finished the paper in 30 mins time.
not include the 2 qns that i dont know how to do.
means, i finished 7 or 8 qns in 30 mins.
wth is this!
arghs!
pass can already la :D
talk talk talk in the courtyard.
with jiamin & co and meiyu.
haha! funny conversations.
bused home.

need chiong for the emaths again.
and.. good job i going to have :D

from far, i can see that it's you.

dont know why.

BTT.

♥ @ 7:37 PM

Thursday, October 08, 2009

JolynL says that today is her mei, CHEW MEIYU's birthday. woohoo! haha! I was the first to send it!

Today went school early.
and i left my stuffs inside my dad car.
and i so nervous.
cause i can't call.
heng he uturn back to pass back to me.
blah.
at canteen talking to n2 people.
up hall.
stupid meiyu think birthday no need take paper.
she reach quite late but luckily havent start paper.
paper i finished in 1hr 5 mins.
lol. i dont know what's wrong with me, finish so fast.
and i lost 5 marks! :'(
sharon tan came up to talk on grad night thing.
lol. in hall, who wanna go?
then stay back find arnita.
rain so big, crazy!
awhile later homed.

tomorrow going early again.
should sleep earlier today.

your promise i still remember.
but..
zero possibility.

♥ @ 7:17 PM

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

JolynL say finally left 2 papers not include with o lvl maths.

meet gina & co at mac.
to teach them.
haha!
someone used to teach me, now i teaching people.
gina may angie reach so early.
then jiamin came soon after i reach.
doing work and teach them.
eat.
angie hor! teach so so many times on graph still dont know.
bought fries, share with them.
not one packet of course.
bused to school.
stupid angie sit with me. haha!
talk to phyllis and fadhilah.
then hall for paper.
seriously feeling feverish.
paper was quite easy.
but i think i lost some marks.
but never mind.
i wont get disappointed just like someone.
today finish the paper in one hour.
spend the rest of the time thinking on that stupid proving thing.
but i did it :D

suddenly feel regret.

♥ @ 6:28 PM

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

JolynL say that .. today paper was quite easy ^^

morning, oversleep!
like as usual with a call from someone.
blah blah.
father fetch me to school.
saw leng outside gate.
then went knowledge zone.
was intend to study de.. but..
so take the class photo and walk around.
haha!
it's maths paper time.
hmm. quite easy.
:D
first time spend one hour to finish the paper.
was done few mintues earlier than someone.
but won't get as high than someone de.
the remaing one hour was looking around and check paper.
is like only me and someone do quite fast when i look around.
then homed.

amaths tmr.
i wonder how will it be like.

♥ @ 7:24 PM

Monday, October 05, 2009

JolynL say that her history paper is going to be gone case! cause dont know how to answer. that's the consequence of not concentrating.

Morning, studying.
find meiyu.
assemble.
then went up hall le.
lol..
quite nervous sia.
physics quite easy.
chemistry still can pass i think.
then waiting for history.
was actually studying with meiyu & co.
then with jiamin and angie.
then jiamin and sinyee at knowledge zone.
then blah.
history paper, once i get it i know is gg!
home..

going to study for my maths soon~

♥ @ 5:56 PM

Sunday, October 04, 2009

JolynL says that it's finally!! People are hoping to see me back to normal. THANKS!

Whole day was studying..
haha.
while in the process of studying,
someone had determine my mind.
as usual a thanks!
then blah.
haha! my mum guessed something.
lols.

tomorrow is science and history paper.
i already give up on history already.

if today you didn't say that,
maybe you wont make me do a decision.
yes, i shouldn't anymore.
i would seriously thank you a lot.
^ not shoot you, is really thanks.
you had helped me a lot before the time happened.
i think over and over again, for many times.
i admit i still need your help a lot.
goodbye.
i shall do like what you say today.

♥ @ 7:46 PM

Saturday, October 03, 2009

JolynL says that her mind can't take it anymore! ARGHS.

Morning wake up study study.
:D
brother back today quite early.
blah blah.
haha! help in cooking rice.
cousins all came.
talk talk.
eat. and went down to play FIRE!.
haha..
then came back, play iphone.
play awhile and brother took it.
they wanted me to study..

SOON~

can you not be a copypig?
that's what i do, isn't it?
think something new.
-
you've disappointed me.
a lot!
-
that's your choice afterall.

♥ @ 9:24 PM

Friday, October 02, 2009

JolynL say that she hate n level! why does it has to reach so fast? ARGHS.

Morning, was in class.
constance and her sister was quite funny.
then went hall.
for talk.
blah blah.
soon was phototaking.
then waste alot of time then go for emaths.
haha!
quiz.
haha!
went up.
and down.
office.
stay back.
physics chemistry amaths.
every table that have our class people i would be there.
disturbing of course.
haha
walk with leng.
blah blah.
bus and home.
:D

你会，你不会，你就是会
我很恨我自己
为什么我会那么的冲动
对不起
i'm dumb enough
你让我变得更蠢了
-
EDITED - 10.02pm
why aren't you sick and tired?
about doing the same thing repeatedly?
for likethree times.
you aren't but i am.
-
if you could believe i think over again with everything you say yesterday.

♥ @ 7:04 PM

Thursday, October 01, 2009

JolynL say that she is finally back! A sudden of canceling make me no comp for three days. And she feel tired after writing so many notes. Can't help it. Somemore her tutor ALSO asked her to write. SIAN

Monday
reach home quite early and decided to help people play first. And intend to play mine at night. Guess what! when i just decided to start a conversation with someone and suddenly internet down, i thought what stupid thing happen again. And is my cousin who dont know why suddenly cancel it. So have to study. Complaining the whole night since the time canceled. Was smsing a lot of people instead ^^

Tuesday
School was as usual bored.. Remember that i reach school quite early and someone is earlier cause of lesson. When i intending to keep my mp4, i didn't. Because of fearing the voices, i decided to full last. This mp4 full blast is much better than the mp3. And the whole day, sy jm angie keep on say about the plaster thing. damn crazy! Stupid right? haha. Skip and home. doing my work so guai right? haha, is because of no com to use.

Seriously,
this is my sixteen years first time encounter so many B.
_!_, it wasn't that funny can?
dont know why people do think that it's funny.
-
one message from me could ruin your mood,
but!
one word from them could make you laugh.
-
I'm not going to believe anyone anymore.
no more.
so dont wish for it so much.
if you could realised something.

Wednesday
Jiamin & co. didn't go school. My surrounding area was COOL! blah blah blah. wasn't in the best mood straight from ss period onwards. IT'S SO FUN! -.- Last year thing happen this year. And to that damn person, 'as if i would get affected with your words when only one person can affect me, seriously you DONT' . When ava room do mock paper. First time i did that thing, someone said. The reason, since that damn her wanna have the chance to care her, so i let that damn her have that chance -.- as if need that damn her care like that.

whatever F
i'm that confirm that you are.
zzz
wnat me care?
yes, i care, can?
you seriously look like a B.
-
gonna find that B who spread that anyhow.

Thursday
went to school early. for amaths. then parade square. blah blah. damn it. i forget everything le. i was really guai okay? do my maths. haha. talk a lot actually. after school, stayed back. waited for mr lim with jm sy angie. was laughing like crazy! and angie went home before mr lim came. asked him alot of qns. and then cabbed home. rush rush! :D

我对你太失望了
我做什么事也没你的事
我就当作是...

♥ @ 7:20 PM