Jolyn 刘静颖
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他跟她说
Sunday, May 16, 2010
This is my new url.
http://herjadedlife.blogspot.com
But this blog will never be gone.
http://herjadedlife.blogspot.com
But this blog will never be gone.
♥ @ 2:22 PM
JolynL says the best for you has not yet reach.
Cousin bring Chervel here again.
haha.
i don't dare to carry her anymore.
because, i scare i will drop her anytime.
she is a 'violent'.
then cousin suddenly ask me about all my fb status.
and i went speechless.
don't know what to say.
they thought i knock my head in a fight.
wah lao~
and me, bo bian.
have to say it's about a exFRIEND and not bf.
later they think too much.
are you satisfied with it now?
_!_
Tomorrow it's the day :)
before end this post.
HAPPY ONE YEAR SISTER-SHIP!
Cousin bring Chervel here again.
haha.
i don't dare to carry her anymore.
because, i scare i will drop her anytime.
she is a 'violent'.
then cousin suddenly ask me about all my fb status.
and i went speechless.
don't know what to say.
they thought i knock my head in a fight.
wah lao~
and me, bo bian.
have to say it's about a exFRIEND and not bf.
later they think too much.
are you satisfied with it now?
_!_
Tomorrow it's the day :)
before end this post.
HAPPY ONE YEAR SISTER-SHIP!
♥ @ 1:11 PM
Saturday, May 15, 2010
JolynL says these could be the end of our memories.
no more i hope.
morning wake up quite early.
bath and went down eat with parents.
i went off first, which is they asked me to.
meet them at KFC.
went off soon.
left Meiyu and Meisean there.
went TM with Angie Angel Jiamin Rachel.
toilet.
then went cotton on.
find Angie and Angel at Artbox.
then went Urban Write.
Meiyu came.
bought things.
Angie Angel Meiyu went off.
Me Jiamin Rachel went frolicks.
HEHE.
Jiamin should be happy that she does not need go 313.
went TM popular.
then Rachel went off.
me and Jiamin walk around and went off.
send my daughter go home~
nice?
cause of some thing. HAHA.
talked about the thing.
for that one hour, i been thinking and thinking.
emo-ing and emo-ing.
don't know why so many people agree about it.
SIGHS.
it's a wrong start after all.
no more i hope.
morning wake up quite early.
bath and went down eat with parents.
i went off first, which is they asked me to.
meet them at KFC.
went off soon.
left Meiyu and Meisean there.
went TM with Angie Angel Jiamin Rachel.
toilet.
then went cotton on.
find Angie and Angel at Artbox.
then went Urban Write.
Meiyu came.
bought things.
Angie Angel Meiyu went off.
Me Jiamin Rachel went frolicks.
HEHE.
Jiamin should be happy that she does not need go 313.
went TM popular.
then Rachel went off.
me and Jiamin walk around and went off.
send my daughter go home~
nice?
cause of some thing. HAHA.
talked about the thing.
for that one hour, i been thinking and thinking.
emo-ing and emo-ing.
don't know why so many people agree about it.
SIGHS.
it's a wrong start after all.
♥ @ 4:04 PM
Friday, May 14, 2010
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.
The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his tempe r at all.
He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.
The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.
The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, 'You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. But It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound will still be there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one. Remember that friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us.'
^ this is from leng's blog (:
The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his tempe r at all.
He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.
The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.
The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, 'You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. But It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound will still be there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one. Remember that friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us.'
^ this is from leng's blog (:
♥ @ 7:13 PM
你 不会
第一次拥吻以前 我们找不到语言
但听见彼此灵魂 多渴望永远
贴心后嘴 角的甜 摩擦后眼角的咸
一起懂爱和真爱 的差别
你送的杯子里面 还装着温热感觉
你给的每个纪念 都排在窗沿
相机是牵手两年 围巾是东京五天
界线是又哭又笑 的道歉
我不相信 你心中现在她最美
你不 会 你不会 你不会
把我们 的爱踩碎
我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔
你不会 你不会 你不会
不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪
当初被激烈反对 你安静却没妥协
对我更好来瓦解 别人的偏见
我生气时总几天 我倔强口不择言
是你 请把我当情绪沉淀
我不相信 你心中现在她最美
你不会 你不会 你不会
把我们 的爱踩碎
我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔
你不会 你不会 你不会
不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪
我不相信 重来的幸福在脱轨
你不会 你不会 你不会
留残酷 让我面对
我不相信 一起的回忆都损毁
你不会 你不会 你不会
舍 得我 留一滴想乞讨的泪
傻瓜
其实他做的坏事我 们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱 得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留
傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤
傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是 一句傻瓜
原谅我没有说
停住了从前 停不住时间
离别后秋天赶走夏天
看着雨点冷冷的坠落路面
给跌碎的心愿
上次约会的餐厅已歇业
被一起在真空的世界
终于相爱 已比分开遥远
那面玻璃 悄悄湿的脸
原谅我没有说 最爱你的是我
予取予求又把温柔当附和
原谅我没有说 我给你的并不多
拥抱过 却没有把握
雨停了 街景透明的蓝天
像从来没有那么愉悦
终于相爱 已比分开遥远
终于再见 变成了谎言
原谅我没有说 最爱你的是我
予 取予求又把温柔当附和
原谅我没有说 我给你的并不多
拥抱过 却没有把握
用倔强来包裹脆弱
用 自由来等同不寂寞
我们 或太晓得 你说的不难过
是强行放手 强行挣脱
原谅我没有说 最爱你的是我
予取予求又把温柔当附和
原谅我没有说 我给你的并不多
拥抱过 以为没什么
上次约会的餐厅已歇业
被一起在真空的世界
终于相爱 已比分开遥远
那面玻璃 悄悄湿的脸
第一次拥吻以前 我们找不到语言
但听见彼此灵魂 多渴望永远
贴心后嘴 角的甜 摩擦后眼角的咸
一起懂爱和真爱 的差别
你送的杯子里面 还装着温热感觉
你给的每个纪念 都排在窗沿
相机是牵手两年 围巾是东京五天
界线是又哭又笑 的道歉
我不相信 你心中现在她最美
你不 会 你不会 你不会
把我们 的爱踩碎
我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔
你不会 你不会 你不会
不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪
当初被激烈反对 你安静却没妥协
对我更好来瓦解 别人的偏见
我生气时总几天 我倔强口不择言
是你 请把我当情绪沉淀
我不相信 你心中现在她最美
你不会 你不会 你不会
把我们 的爱踩碎
我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔
你不会 你不会 你不会
不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪
我不相信 重来的幸福在脱轨
你不会 你不会 你不会
留残酷 让我面对
我不相信 一起的回忆都损毁
你不会 你不会 你不会
舍 得我 留一滴想乞讨的泪
傻瓜
其实他做的坏事我 们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱 得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留
傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤
傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是 一句傻瓜
原谅我没有说
停住了从前 停不住时间
离别后秋天赶走夏天
看着雨点冷冷的坠落路面
给跌碎的心愿
上次约会的餐厅已歇业
被一起在真空的世界
终于相爱 已比分开遥远
那面玻璃 悄悄湿的脸
原谅我没有说 最爱你的是我
予取予求又把温柔当附和
原谅我没有说 我给你的并不多
拥抱过 却没有把握
雨停了 街景透明的蓝天
像从来没有那么愉悦
终于相爱 已比分开遥远
终于再见 变成了谎言
原谅我没有说 最爱你的是我
予 取予求又把温柔当附和
原谅我没有说 我给你的并不多
拥抱过 却没有把握
用倔强来包裹脆弱
用 自由来等同不寂寞
我们 或太晓得 你说的不难过
是强行放手 强行挣脱
原谅我没有说 最爱你的是我
予取予求又把温柔当附和
原谅我没有说 我给你的并不多
拥抱过 以为没什么
上次约会的餐厅已歇业
被一起在真空的世界
终于相爱 已比分开遥远
那面玻璃 悄悄湿的脸
♥ @ 3:20 PM
JolynL says she HATE the two boyfriends de IDIOT (:
don't ever mess with me.
you know my character well.
since you dare say it to me, you should know what i do when i saw.
JUST TOO BAD FOR YOU LA.
i won't do what you say.
because i WON'T be your dog.
want me listen? NO WAY.
Morning, Constance and her sister are seriously FUNNY.
they are talking about the money thing.
HAHA.
chiong doing BZBD.
went up class with Jiamin.
talk talk.
SUAY LIKE F!
MsNg came in.
do finish BZBD.
was helping Lionel's with Jiamin.
i wonder how Jiamin survive with correcting his.
HAH.
MrLim came in.
play talk.
Recess.
was with Regina and Jiamin.
then Jiamin went in pei her Lionel.
was talking with Regina outside class.
seriously i realised everyone say de things are funny.
REALLY.
what a bad taste you've got.
MsTeh came in.
doing i don't know what.
hand cramp!
wth~
walking in rain after school.
some things that you never win me.
HENG my mum didn't realise i walked in rain.
realised that my brother and i always opposite.
he smart i stupid.
he will bring umbrella i wont.
he won't R i will.
HAHA!
don't ever mess with me.
you know my character well.
since you dare say it to me, you should know what i do when i saw.
JUST TOO BAD FOR YOU LA.
i won't do what you say.
because i WON'T be your dog.
want me listen? NO WAY.
Morning, Constance and her sister are seriously FUNNY.
they are talking about the money thing.
HAHA.
chiong doing BZBD.
went up class with Jiamin.
talk talk.
SUAY LIKE F!
MsNg came in.
do finish BZBD.
was helping Lionel's with Jiamin.
i wonder how Jiamin survive with correcting his.
HAH.
MrLim came in.
play talk.
Recess.
was with Regina and Jiamin.
then Jiamin went in pei her Lionel.
was talking with Regina outside class.
seriously i realised everyone say de things are funny.
REALLY.
what a bad taste you've got.
MsTeh came in.
doing i don't know what.
hand cramp!
wth~
walking in rain after school.
some things that you never win me.
HENG my mum didn't realise i walked in rain.
realised that my brother and i always opposite.
he smart i stupid.
he will bring umbrella i wont.
he won't R i will.
HAHA!
maybe you don't know me well.
too bad for you.
now you should know.
-
我再也不稀罕了
too bad for you.
now you should know.
-
我再也不稀罕了
♥ @ 2:19 PM
Thursday, May 13, 2010
JolynL says WOOF WOOF WOOF (:
I DIDN'T EVER KNOW THAT YOU WANT TO KNOW.
IF YOU F-ING WANT TO KNOW,
YOU JUST ASK ME, I WOULD HAPPILY GIVE IT TO YOU.
_!_
NO NEED TO ASK BEHIND MY BACK.
SO YOU THINK OF USING ANYONE BEFORE?
THAT'S WHY NOW MAKE USE OF MY BROTHER?
YOU JOLLY WELL KNEW THIS.
i'm damn disappointed in you.
never ever thought of that.
want know jiu come ask me.
no need ask people around me.
F! F! F!
any problem wrong with you?!
YOU REALLY MAKE ME REGRET ABOUT 12.
NOW NOT ONLY 12.
happy?
Morning, took bus.
longer journey.
find Angie & co at foyer.
her story telling.
went up.
start INTENSIVE MOTHER TONGUE.
MsTeh going through paper one.
I PASSED!
at least i'm smarter than you.
MsLiNan came in for paper two.
I STILL PASSED!
i'm still smarter than you, NOOB.
recess.
ChenShan was crying.
went up class.
MrLim is the baby-sitter.
do paper one correction.
then walk around, teaching people.
LOL.
then MsNg came in.
THEY ALL ARE DIRTY-MINDED.
seriously!
told them stories.
and Angie turn 'white to black'
idiot one.
i stupid till knock my head on wall.
because of them!
think 'that thing' till far far.
IDIOT.
our batch from quiet to laughing.
because of my 'STORIES'
STUPID!
walked in the rain to somewhere.
walking with Jiamin & co.
then walked to there.
dropped the idea and went home.
so KUA ZHANG? -.-
I DIDN'T EVER KNOW THAT YOU WANT TO KNOW.
IF YOU F-ING WANT TO KNOW,
YOU JUST ASK ME, I WOULD HAPPILY GIVE IT TO YOU.
_!_
NO NEED TO ASK BEHIND MY BACK.
SO YOU THINK OF USING ANYONE BEFORE?
THAT'S WHY NOW MAKE USE OF MY BROTHER?
YOU JOLLY WELL KNEW THIS.
i'm damn disappointed in you.
never ever thought of that.
want know jiu come ask me.
no need ask people around me.
F! F! F!
any problem wrong with you?!
YOU REALLY MAKE ME REGRET ABOUT 12.
NOW NOT ONLY 12.
happy?
Morning, took bus.
longer journey.
find Angie & co at foyer.
her story telling.
went up.
start INTENSIVE MOTHER TONGUE.
MsTeh going through paper one.
I PASSED!
at least i'm smarter than you.
MsLiNan came in for paper two.
I STILL PASSED!
i'm still smarter than you, NOOB.
recess.
ChenShan was crying.
went up class.
MrLim is the baby-sitter.
do paper one correction.
then walk around, teaching people.
LOL.
then MsNg came in.
THEY ALL ARE DIRTY-MINDED.
seriously!
told them stories.
and Angie turn 'white to black'
idiot one.
i stupid till knock my head on wall.
because of them!
think 'that thing' till far far.
IDIOT.
our batch from quiet to laughing.
because of my 'STORIES'
STUPID!
walked in the rain to somewhere.
walking with Jiamin & co.
then walked to there.
dropped the idea and went home.
so KUA ZHANG? -.-
your WAHLIAO is too loud.
think i never hear?
RETARD.
think i never hear?
RETARD.
♥ @ 4:24 PM
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
JolynL says does it need to be in this way?
Everytime when you need me, i'm always there for you.
but, WHY everytime when i need you you are gone?
Where Are You!?
i NEED you, do you know?
you will never know because you DON'T care.
just WHATEVER la.
was in canteen with Constance & co.
didn't know that Gina and Angie were waiting for me.
Oops. SORRY!
they thought i was late.
Amaths Paper Two.
complete paper in one hour time.
the remaining one hour thirty minutes, was thinking how to do.
but, SIAN.
still don't know how to do.
tried very hard~
think till fall asleep somemore!
then end paper.
went mac with Meiyu & co.
then home!
watched my favourite show (:
managed to!
later going sleep i think.
for the sake of INTENSIVE MOTHER TONGUE!
which is tomorrow.
Everytime when you need me, i'm always there for you.
but, WHY everytime when i need you you are gone?
Where Are You!?
i NEED you, do you know?
you will never know because you DON'T care.
just WHATEVER la.
was in canteen with Constance & co.
didn't know that Gina and Angie were waiting for me.
Oops. SORRY!
they thought i was late.
Amaths Paper Two.
complete paper in one hour time.
the remaining one hour thirty minutes, was thinking how to do.
but, SIAN.
still don't know how to do.
tried very hard~
think till fall asleep somemore!
then end paper.
went mac with Meiyu & co.
then home!
watched my favourite show (:
managed to!
later going sleep i think.
for the sake of INTENSIVE MOTHER TONGUE!
which is tomorrow.
♥ @ 12:47 PM
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
JolynL says why do we have to be ended up like this?
okay, since yesterday till now.
you had been entertaining me.
YEAH.
BEST.
why?
make my mood become worst.
meet Gina at foyer.
study.
then Angie came.
LOL.
Amaths paper one is a gone case.
out of 80 marks, 50 marks are gone.
Paper two how?
DIE.
after paper.
went food palace.
eat and study.
GINA & ANGIE are crazy!
seriously!
they took out everything, what can be taken out in a pen.
and they time how long they fix back.
CRAZY!
leave at 2plus.
meet Jiamin at inter.
bought things and home.
tomorrow last paper.
no hope already.
okay, since yesterday till now.
you had been entertaining me.
YEAH.
BEST.
why?
make my mood become worst.
meet Gina at foyer.
study.
then Angie came.
LOL.
Amaths paper one is a gone case.
out of 80 marks, 50 marks are gone.
Paper two how?
DIE.
after paper.
went food palace.
eat and study.
GINA & ANGIE are crazy!
seriously!
they took out everything, what can be taken out in a pen.
and they time how long they fix back.
CRAZY!
leave at 2plus.
meet Jiamin at inter.
bought things and home.
tomorrow last paper.
no hope already.
♥ @ 4:45 PM
Monday, May 10, 2010
JolynL says what's the real meaning of losing interest on something?
when i wanted to study amaths just now.
i immediately fall asleep when i reading the notes.
am i too tired?
or am i facing something that i shouldn't face?
i don't know.
wake up, immediately use comp.
Where's my distinction target attitude went to?!!
i should blame it to who?
no one but myself.
you used to promise to come here.
but you don't even bother to do so.
so what?
when i wanted to study amaths just now.
i immediately fall asleep when i reading the notes.
am i too tired?
or am i facing something that i shouldn't face?
i don't know.
wake up, immediately use comp.
Where's my distinction target attitude went to?!!
i should blame it to who?
no one but myself.
you used to promise to come here.
but you don't even bother to do so.
so what?
you are not going to be the one doing everything.
this time round, it's me!
_!_ off okay?
ccb.
-
you think i don't know you added my number to reject list?
not only my number, my house number too.
GROW UP LA IDIOT.
this time round, it's me!
_!_ off okay?
ccb.
-
you think i don't know you added my number to reject list?
not only my number, my house number too.
GROW UP LA IDIOT.
♥ @ 5:14 PM
JolynL says see how i'm going to fail my exam.
thanks to you!
that grandson of mine, so purposely..
but nevermind.
when and since i decided to hate everything you do,
i won't care about all this.
I SWEAR.
since the moment you didn't want come, your problem.
I WILL PROVE YOU WRONG without your help -.-
Morning, woke up.
Rachel say she will late.
so i slowly do my things.
and took the longer journey de bus.
who knows i just boarded the bus, she say she ready le.
LOL.
changed bus.
eat with her at small Mac.
looks crazy and paiseh.
which seems true.
went 'some block' to study.
then went in school.
saw some people like far away.
but who cares, only she does.
Meiyu they all came down.
they were studying.
went up with Jiamin's mineral water.
and talked with Leng & co.
then Regina.
this smart girl, asked me to refill water for her.
went back talk with Meiyu they all.
SUAY like crazy, randomly also can saw her -.-
stupid Regina, don't know where she go to.
put my file in Leng's bag (:
THANKS!
History paper start.
HAHA!
first time my SEQ write so long ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
but, mostly craps in my mind de.
wonder will i pass?
with the target of c5.
didn't finish my SBQ.
craps craps still craps.
last question is the best answer i ever write.
SHORTCUT-ed the answer (:
ended.
i realised Angie's humanities answers are all FUNNY de.
waited for Leng and HOME!
AMATHS CHIONG AHhhhhhhhhhhh.
如果真的有那种'如果'
-
how i wish that you would appear for me.
but knowing that you will never ever.
thanks to you!
that grandson of mine, so purposely..
but nevermind.
when and since i decided to hate everything you do,
i won't care about all this.
I SWEAR.
since the moment you didn't want come, your problem.
I WILL PROVE YOU WRONG without your help -.-
Morning, woke up.
Rachel say she will late.
so i slowly do my things.
and took the longer journey de bus.
who knows i just boarded the bus, she say she ready le.
LOL.
changed bus.
eat with her at small Mac.
looks crazy and paiseh.
which seems true.
went 'some block' to study.
then went in school.
saw some people like far away.
but who cares, only she does.
Meiyu they all came down.
they were studying.
went up with Jiamin's mineral water.
and talked with Leng & co.
then Regina.
this smart girl, asked me to refill water for her.
went back talk with Meiyu they all.
SUAY like crazy, randomly also can saw her -.-
stupid Regina, don't know where she go to.
put my file in Leng's bag (:
THANKS!
History paper start.
HAHA!
first time my SEQ write so long ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
but, mostly craps in my mind de.
wonder will i pass?
with the target of c5.
didn't finish my SBQ.
craps craps still craps.
last question is the best answer i ever write.
SHORTCUT-ed the answer (:
ended.
i realised Angie's humanities answers are all FUNNY de.
waited for Leng and HOME!
AMATHS CHIONG AHhhhhhhhhhhh.
如果真的有那种'如果'
-
how i wish that you would appear for me.
but knowing that you will never ever.
♥ @ 2:06 PM
Sunday, May 09, 2010
JolynL says that whenever she want to study, her mind and soul were not with her.
so thinking of drop the idea to study.
thank to her la _!_
我并不是想的那么勇敢。
深信，一辈子不再相信任何人。
morning, played with Chervel and Mikaela.
but too bad my shoulder ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
cannot carry them.
going to eat out with them soon.
HEHEHE.
my aunt best ah.
know what she do?
go squeeze my shoulder.
not knowing my shoulder injured.
HAHA.
Mikaela is crazy.
she saw me cry but she purposely want to look at me.
PURPOSELY.
(:
so thinking of drop the idea to study.
thank to her la _!_
我并不是想的那么勇敢。
深信，一辈子不再相信任何人。
morning, played with Chervel and Mikaela.
but too bad my shoulder ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
cannot carry them.
going to eat out with them soon.
HEHEHE.
my aunt best ah.
know what she do?
go squeeze my shoulder.
not knowing my shoulder injured.
HAHA.
Mikaela is crazy.
she saw me cry but she purposely want to look at me.
PURPOSELY.
(:
i will never get a chance to hope for it anymore.
after tomorrow. when they officially moved out.
after tomorrow. when they officially moved out.
♥ @ 4:24 PM
Saturday, May 08, 2010
JolynL says DETERMINATION!
this post shall be a advance post for tomorrow.
i can't get all those memories out of mind.
but i would do my very best to forget everything.
and let it be found by you once again.
don't know why my itunes been playing sad songs.
funny ah.
i put on shuffle mode.
and it been playing sad ones.
not my fault.
i'm really afraid of losing.
just now i was playing with my dad.
because he pressed my shoulder.
suddenly the shoulder pain again.
like wtf.
i didn't do anything this time.
i was using my leg to play and suddenly shoulder pain.
PAIN!
everyone shocked i think.
then my aunt slapped me for playing.
because i know my shoulder haven't okay still play.
HAHA.
didn't study any when i attempting to.
tomorrow shall isolate myself again.
i'm still not used to it.
this post shall be a advance post for tomorrow.
i can't get all those memories out of mind.
but i would do my very best to forget everything.
and let it be found by you once again.
don't know why my itunes been playing sad songs.
funny ah.
i put on shuffle mode.
and it been playing sad ones.
not my fault.
i'm really afraid of losing.
just now i was playing with my dad.
because he pressed my shoulder.
suddenly the shoulder pain again.
like wtf.
i didn't do anything this time.
i was using my leg to play and suddenly shoulder pain.
PAIN!
everyone shocked i think.
then my aunt slapped me for playing.
because i know my shoulder haven't okay still play.
HAHA.
didn't study any when i attempting to.
tomorrow shall isolate myself again.
i'm still not used to it.
♥ @ 10:52 PM
JolynL says she get pissed off talking to you -.-
i regret letting you know.
YES!
i shouldn't tell you.
okay.
went tuition today.
funny.
he reached the door of BM.
and say he want pon.
LOL.
and even asked his friends want to pon not.
but, in the end only he pon.
STUPID.
:D
today tuition was copying.
HAHA.
before and after tuition, sms-ed my nv er.
she made me gave up.
HAPPY.
because if not she will give me a exclamation mark again.
exclamation mark win, do you know?
HAHA.
CHEWJIAMIN you must tag me ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
later got to study for history le.
I LOVE WALKING IN RAIN (:
i wonder will i still get to know after graduate?
will i?
i regret letting you know.
YES!
i shouldn't tell you.
okay.
went tuition today.
funny.
he reached the door of BM.
and say he want pon.
LOL.
and even asked his friends want to pon not.
but, in the end only he pon.
STUPID.
:D
today tuition was copying.
HAHA.
before and after tuition, sms-ed my nv er.
she made me gave up.
HAPPY.
because if not she will give me a exclamation mark again.
exclamation mark win, do you know?
HAHA.
CHEWJIAMIN you must tag me ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
later got to study for history le.
I LOVE WALKING IN RAIN (:
i wonder will i still get to know after graduate?
will i?
♥ @ 4:09 PM
JolynL says 32.
how did you manage tolerate with so many?
i myself also can't tolerate it.
you make me feel more stupid.
just for one hour, there's already 5 more.
when times goes on, it will eventually be more.
一天又一天。
这件事，几时才会平息？
几时才会消气？
几时才会变回跟以前一样？
我不舍得看见你不开心的样子。
你却狠心看着我受苦，难过和流泪。
waiting for Gina to come and take her muffin.
soon, tuition.
doesn't have the mood to study.
what's more it's tuition.
I'm officially dead since o6o52o1o.
since the moment you asked me to let go of your hand.
how did you manage tolerate with so many?
i myself also can't tolerate it.
you make me feel more stupid.
just for one hour, there's already 5 more.
when times goes on, it will eventually be more.
一天又一天。
这件事，几时才会平息？
几时才会消气？
几时才会变回跟以前一样？
我不舍得看见你不开心的样子。
你却狠心看着我受苦，难过和流泪。
waiting for Gina to come and take her muffin.
soon, tuition.
doesn't have the mood to study.
what's more it's tuition.
I'm officially dead since o6o52o1o.
since the moment you asked me to let go of your hand.
♥ @ 10:33 AM
Friday, May 07, 2010
JolynL says you makes me feel like a retard.
I won't be able to know what i've done wrong if you didn't even want to answer or reply me.
I just want to know what is wrong so that i can make up.
It's stupid to wait for two hours in the morning,
and another one hour plus in the afternoon,
but you still didn't came out.
worth it ma?
But no matter what happen,
my pw won't change because i knew you need it.
I know what had been done is done, i know it already can't change the fact.
I wish for a HOPE.
如果那个时候，我知道你叫我放手就会跑掉。
我一定不会放手的，我会抓紧不放。
这样，一切都可以解决了。
到最后，我还是因为这事情哭了。
而且，还是在一个我们曾经很开心庆祝的地方。
Morning, woke up at 7.
just because want to wait for you.
saw Rachel before i cross road.
LOL.
waited for two hours patiently.
and went off without you.
they were studying.
but i don't have the mood to study.
then went out put thing jiu saw her.
right infront of me. like WTF.
SS paper.
was a gone case.
what i studied for seq didn't came out.
like, whatever la!
write halfway, hand cramp -.-
cannot write.
told Vanessa..
and we are caught talking -.-
last sbq question, i gave up.
because i can't write anymore.
end paper.
waited at her block lobby.
f-ing idiot, cheated me again.
outside for one hour plus.
like a RETARD.
totally.
even try to ask my brother to ask me go home -.-
USELESS.
then passed a note through her brother.
and went off.
went Cheers buy water.
then dad fetch.
went see doctor again.
back home.
eat.
Gina Vanessa came.
bake muffin.
HAHA!
studying later.
MAYBE.
because of that thing make me lost motivation again.
Amaths A1 BYE
I won't be able to know what i've done wrong if you didn't even want to answer or reply me.
I just want to know what is wrong so that i can make up.
It's stupid to wait for two hours in the morning,
and another one hour plus in the afternoon,
but you still didn't came out.
worth it ma?
But no matter what happen,
my pw won't change because i knew you need it.
I know what had been done is done, i know it already can't change the fact.
I wish for a HOPE.
如果那个时候，我知道你叫我放手就会跑掉。
我一定不会放手的，我会抓紧不放。
这样，一切都可以解决了。
到最后，我还是因为这事情哭了。
而且，还是在一个我们曾经很开心庆祝的地方。
Morning, woke up at 7.
just because want to wait for you.
saw Rachel before i cross road.
LOL.
waited for two hours patiently.
and went off without you.
they were studying.
but i don't have the mood to study.
then went out put thing jiu saw her.
right infront of me. like WTF.
SS paper.
was a gone case.
what i studied for seq didn't came out.
like, whatever la!
write halfway, hand cramp -.-
cannot write.
told Vanessa..
and we are caught talking -.-
last sbq question, i gave up.
because i can't write anymore.
end paper.
waited at her block lobby.
f-ing idiot, cheated me again.
outside for one hour plus.
like a RETARD.
totally.
even try to ask my brother to ask me go home -.-
USELESS.
then passed a note through her brother.
and went off.
went Cheers buy water.
then dad fetch.
went see doctor again.
back home.
eat.
Gina Vanessa came.
bake muffin.
HAHA!
studying later.
MAYBE.
because of that thing make me lost motivation again.
Amaths A1 BYE
♥ @ 5:49 PM
Thursday, May 06, 2010
JolynL says what the hell is wrong with your facial expression?
I like to give you some stupid face expression.
because you like to give me some f-ing expression.
Today my mood wasn't that GOOD.
Morning, took bus and walked to school.
Gina and Vanessa are already at foyer le.
chatted awhile. HAHA.
then went to canteen find Celeste with Meiyu.
i knew you would walk there because they are there.
not because i was there, anymore..
Sit behind with Meiyu and Marc.
that disturbing boy ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
Amaths.
was distracted with that F-ing message.
Recess.
went eat with Gina and Vanessa.
Chinese.
they sabotage me!
to say one paragraph.
ARGHS.
Marc Phoebe and that person too.
-.-
then do paper one.
was finished first, and sure fail one.
History.
was copying.
then suddenly dont know why shoulder pain.
Lunch.
Emaths. FreePeriod.
studying.
then walked around.
saw him downstairs. HAHA.
English.
MrVanan was talking for one hour.
and finally HOME!
studying!
* people like to make fun of my sprained shoulder.
and this f-ing person curse my hand break.
F!
I like to give you some stupid face expression.
because you like to give me some f-ing expression.
Today my mood wasn't that GOOD.
Morning, took bus and walked to school.
Gina and Vanessa are already at foyer le.
chatted awhile. HAHA.
then went to canteen find Celeste with Meiyu.
i knew you would walk there because they are there.
not because i was there, anymore..
Sit behind with Meiyu and Marc.
that disturbing boy ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
Amaths.
was distracted with that F-ing message.
Recess.
went eat with Gina and Vanessa.
Chinese.
they sabotage me!
to say one paragraph.
ARGHS.
Marc Phoebe and that person too.
-.-
then do paper one.
was finished first, and sure fail one.
History.
was copying.
then suddenly dont know why shoulder pain.
Lunch.
Emaths. FreePeriod.
studying.
then walked around.
saw him downstairs. HAHA.
English.
MrVanan was talking for one hour.
and finally HOME!
studying!
* people like to make fun of my sprained shoulder.
and this f-ing person curse my hand break.
F!
♥ @ 5:02 PM
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
JolynL says for that instant, i wish you would care but i know you won't.
so i didn't expect too much.
because it's always me.
it's so familiar like last year.
just that this time it wasn't you anymore.
how i wish you would.
remember don't say something that would hurt yourself.
it's not worth just to know the truth.
there's so many other topics you can think of.
Morning reached school at 6.15am.
sleep till around 7.
Sharifah woke me up!
arghs!
then went up.
hehe.
didn't sleep anymore.
chit chatting with Jiamin.
English.
was doing 2009 paper.
easy? hard?
History.
sit with Vanessa.
she didnt copy down anything.
Chinese.
oral.
Recess.
chatted with Regina.
then took my book went down.
talk to Gina Vanessa.
was finding Leng and i suddenly remember.
next period is ss.
can pass it to her.
went to 5n2.
helped her carry bag (:
back class.
SS.
stupid thing happen.
seriously is PLAYING only leh!
then MrAlsagoff came up.
and asked me go hospital.
nearly call for ambulance.
crazy!
saw VanessaHan.
she going home too.
but i went home first la.
HAHA.
dad fetch.
inside the car was nagging like hell.
because of PLAYING!
went home.
NAG again!
bathe then went see doctor.
WALAO.
one word for it, PAIN!
going again, on maybe friday or monday.
and!
SORRY to Vanessa and Leng.
got to cancel because of me.
next time (:
so i didn't expect too much.
because it's always me.
it's so familiar like last year.
just that this time it wasn't you anymore.
how i wish you would.
remember don't say something that would hurt yourself.
it's not worth just to know the truth.
there's so many other topics you can think of.
Morning reached school at 6.15am.
sleep till around 7.
Sharifah woke me up!
arghs!
then went up.
hehe.
didn't sleep anymore.
chit chatting with Jiamin.
English.
was doing 2009 paper.
easy? hard?
History.
sit with Vanessa.
she didnt copy down anything.
Chinese.
oral.
Recess.
chatted with Regina.
then took my book went down.
talk to Gina Vanessa.
was finding Leng and i suddenly remember.
next period is ss.
can pass it to her.
went to 5n2.
helped her carry bag (:
back class.
SS.
stupid thing happen.
seriously is PLAYING only leh!
then MrAlsagoff came up.
and asked me go hospital.
nearly call for ambulance.
crazy!
saw VanessaHan.
she going home too.
but i went home first la.
HAHA.
dad fetch.
inside the car was nagging like hell.
because of PLAYING!
went home.
NAG again!
bathe then went see doctor.
WALAO.
one word for it, PAIN!
going again, on maybe friday or monday.
and!
SORRY to Vanessa and Leng.
got to cancel because of me.
next time (:
i miss the moments.
♥ @ 3:36 PM
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
JolynL says somethings might be the same like last time but there's always one thing that can't be changed.
You are doing what you do.
People are doing what you do.
But my memories will never be replaced.
because it's more memorable than anything else.
Sometimes i really hope that the two words will appear.
but it just never..
your two words are magic for me.
helping me not to be scare or avoided it happening.
I NEED THE TWO WORDS.
sigh.
you just don't want to say it to me anymore.
Morning meet Gina & co. at foyer.
Angie and Vanessa came.
they are complaining about the weather.
Gina was late.
The two were too HOT to study.
then went up class.
chit chatting.
seriously i dont know whether i'm lucky or not.
just went out class jiu saw you.
studied History.
Emaths. Free Period.
was doing my chemistry and physics.
JASONLOW, LOOK! ^
Recess.
went eat with Angie Gina Vanessa.
English.
History.
went AVA room.
was sitting with Meiyu.
and keep on laughing~!
should reply this to her : skills still okay, writing not okay.
HAHAHA
Physics.
Chemistry.
somehow shocked when i saw that person there.
anyway, was talking with Angie.
and of course doing work.
and of course smsiing (:
End school.
eat, then Amaths remedial.
was late.
doing last year paper.
hard? okay la. HAHA.
overall is okay!
sms-ing all the way.
don't know why.
i feel like being a spy instead.
after lesson, stayed in school awhile.
that vending machine is FUNNY
eat Gina's coins.
when she claim back, the money drop out.
LOL.
funny.
bus to inter with Gina.
bought my flip case (:
and home!
LOL when my mum say.
exams coming, say reduce of using comp.
funny is, i won't.
HEHEH.
saw something in my chemistry tys.
realised that when her birthday, i missed out something.
arghs!
why i've forget about that?!
saw that thing only can feel sad.
You are doing what you do.
People are doing what you do.
But my memories will never be replaced.
because it's more memorable than anything else.
Sometimes i really hope that the two words will appear.
but it just never..
your two words are magic for me.
helping me not to be scare or avoided it happening.
I NEED THE TWO WORDS.
sigh.
you just don't want to say it to me anymore.
Morning meet Gina & co. at foyer.
Angie and Vanessa came.
they are complaining about the weather.
Gina was late.
The two were too HOT to study.
then went up class.
chit chatting.
seriously i dont know whether i'm lucky or not.
just went out class jiu saw you.
studied History.
Emaths. Free Period.
was doing my chemistry and physics.
JASONLOW, LOOK! ^
Recess.
went eat with Angie Gina Vanessa.
English.
History.
went AVA room.
was sitting with Meiyu.
and keep on laughing~!
should reply this to her : skills still okay, writing not okay.
HAHAHA
Physics.
Chemistry.
somehow shocked when i saw that person there.
anyway, was talking with Angie.
and of course doing work.
and of course smsiing (:
End school.
eat, then Amaths remedial.
was late.
doing last year paper.
hard? okay la. HAHA.
overall is okay!
sms-ing all the way.
don't know why.
i feel like being a spy instead.
after lesson, stayed in school awhile.
that vending machine is FUNNY
eat Gina's coins.
when she claim back, the money drop out.
LOL.
funny.
bus to inter with Gina.
bought my flip case (:
and home!
LOL when my mum say.
exams coming, say reduce of using comp.
funny is, i won't.
HEHEH.
saw something in my chemistry tys.
realised that when her birthday, i missed out something.
arghs!
why i've forget about that?!
saw that thing only can feel sad.
wo xiang ni.
♥ @ 7:34 PM
Monday, May 03, 2010
JolynL says why have to get to know things so well??
M is a good grandson.
why?
because he created a blog.
saying ' I LIKE TO DISTURB JOLYN LOW '
!!!
BEST ah.
just now saw something.
16.04.2010
morning afternoon quarrel with me like crazy.
night went out have fun and slack.
what's in your mind!
-.-!
what a nice change.
never go cousin's house.
was studying at home along.
tired.
going to have a nice sleep today (:
M is a good grandson.
why?
because he created a blog.
saying ' I LIKE TO DISTURB JOLYN LOW '
!!!
BEST ah.
just now saw something.
16.04.2010
morning afternoon quarrel with me like crazy.
night went out have fun and slack.
what's in your mind!
-.-!
what a nice change.
never go cousin's house.
was studying at home along.
tired.
going to have a nice sleep today (:
♥ @ 9:03 PM
^this is MIKAELA. surrounded by PIGLETS.
JEALOUS~
♥ @ 12:25 PM
JolynL says that the best thing ever in my life.
don't know why do i feel that way.
we seems better when we didn't talk.
we seems better when we only talk about one topic.
we seems better when we are not AS.
why does it so?
i know tomorrow you will not talk to me.
like as usual.
midnight one plus got a message.
and i only replied at five.
because i'm too tired.
sleep all the way.
HAHA.
then seven plus.
Rachel text me.
she don't let me sleep!
this girl is too sian liao.
then finally she let me sleep!
guess what. another message came in.
no need sleep liao.
HAHA.
but the smart me, sleep in between the time waiting for a reply.
HAHA.
too smart already.
TORTURE can?!
worst. two reply me the same thing.
which is -.-
feel like slapping them together la!
hehe.
later going cousin's house to isolate myself.
(:
to study.
amaths!
DISTINCTION! here i come~
xiao kan wo de ren, xiao xin ooo
don't know why do i feel that way.
we seems better when we didn't talk.
we seems better when we only talk about one topic.
we seems better when we are not AS.
why does it so?
i know tomorrow you will not talk to me.
like as usual.
midnight one plus got a message.
and i only replied at five.
because i'm too tired.
sleep all the way.
HAHA.
then seven plus.
Rachel text me.
she don't let me sleep!
this girl is too sian liao.
then finally she let me sleep!
guess what. another message came in.
no need sleep liao.
HAHA.
but the smart me, sleep in between the time waiting for a reply.
HAHA.
too smart already.
TORTURE can?!
worst. two reply me the same thing.
which is -.-
feel like slapping them together la!
hehe.
later going cousin's house to isolate myself.
(:
to study.
amaths!
DISTINCTION! here i come~
xiao kan wo de ren, xiao xin ooo
♥ @ 10:18 AM
Sunday, May 02, 2010
JolynL says that you really know how to make me smile.
:)
:D
(L)
back from tuition.
guess what!
today, Chervel and Mikaela both came!
ARGHS!
talked to him in msn.
he is seriously a evil B!
he call me B.
so i call him B.
HAHA.
he ask me to spot him when he is younger.
i thought he look the same.
and, he told me he look totally different.
evil right?!
sounds funny de.
Ss?
study what?!
all chapters lehs.
HELL.!
:)
:D
(L)
back from tuition.
guess what!
today, Chervel and Mikaela both came!
ARGHS!
talked to him in msn.
he is seriously a evil B!
he call me B.
so i call him B.
HAHA.
he ask me to spot him when he is younger.
i thought he look the same.
and, he told me he look totally different.
evil right?!
sounds funny de.
Ss?
study what?!
all chapters lehs.
HELL.!
why can't we forget and cherish this friendship?
this might be the last chance we ever go it.
final year.
this might be the last chance we ever go it.
final year.
♥ @ 3:37 PM
JolynL says just for the sake of you, she will :)
Yesterday night was a torture.
as in, i wanted to sleep.
but, i saw him online.
so chatted with him.
HAHA.
he is quite funny.
so chatted with him till 11.30+
he is really familiar with the surrounding.
:)
then decided to go sleep.
lie on bed, wanted to sleep.
or should say about to sleep.
then suddenly a message came in.
no need sleep le.
LOL.
that's it one.
but nevermind.
text till around one, no reply.
assume fell asleep.
so do i.
HAHA.
once i wake up, jiu got reply.
just nice.
bathe and everything.
waiting for uncle to fetch me.
Thanks Jiamin, anyway..
***
i going to get DISTINCTION for AMATH.
to prove you wrong :D
***
Yesterday night was a torture.
as in, i wanted to sleep.
but, i saw him online.
so chatted with him.
HAHA.
he is quite funny.
so chatted with him till 11.30+
he is really familiar with the surrounding.
:)
then decided to go sleep.
lie on bed, wanted to sleep.
or should say about to sleep.
then suddenly a message came in.
no need sleep le.
LOL.
that's it one.
but nevermind.
text till around one, no reply.
assume fell asleep.
so do i.
HAHA.
once i wake up, jiu got reply.
just nice.
bathe and everything.
waiting for uncle to fetch me.
Thanks Jiamin, anyway..
***
i going to get DISTINCTION for AMATH.
to prove you wrong :D
***
dont tell me you are.
because since you are not - when watch movie that time.
so, today is a special day that you are - ?
because since you are not - when watch movie that time.
so, today is a special day that you are - ?
♥ @ 9:46 AM
Saturday, May 01, 2010
JolynL says that sometimes things doesn't go smooth with what you expect it be like.
all these days, i been waking up during midnight.
and the most weird thing is..
i woke up at three plus am.
ALWAYS.
can you believe it?
i feel weird.
and always, there sure be a message sent at ten or eleven.
LOL.
i was like, why i always wake up at that time.
strange me.
with or without continuous vibration also like that.
something must be wrong with me.
must be miss you too much :D
**
all these days, i been waking up during midnight.
and the most weird thing is..
i woke up at three plus am.
ALWAYS.
can you believe it?
i feel weird.
and always, there sure be a message sent at ten or eleven.
LOL.
i was like, why i always wake up at that time.
strange me.
with or without continuous vibration also like that.
something must be wrong with me.
must be miss you too much :D
**
Why do we say things we can't take back?
Why do we miss what we never had?
Why don't we turn this around?
This time, decided to let it go.
It's earlier than last time.
Because, i hope to let it be found by you once again.
Please takecare of yourself and never let tears roll down your cheek anymore.
If not, i will feel it's not worth for me to let go.
Do remember the day. So do I.
**Why do we miss what we never had?
Why don't we turn this around?
This time, decided to let it go.
It's earlier than last time.
Because, i hope to let it be found by you once again.
Please takecare of yourself and never let tears roll down your cheek anymore.
If not, i will feel it's not worth for me to let go.
Do remember the day. So do I.
sjpam ! :D
(L) BW
(L) BW
♥ @ 6:39 PM
JolynL says HOPE you doesn't know it.
don't ever try fooling me.
i might be stupid enough to say it out.
but i won't be stupid to say it to you.
i would rather die if you know.
since both of us thinks that don't have the need for you to know.
then, so what you might know?
what's the use?
it just NO MORE!
can you believe that i can think something till i fall asleep?
that's INSANE!
what's more, I'm RIGHT!
i still go think what is the correct one.
STUPID RIGHT!
woke up by sms-es.
Rachel's - four plus.
Meisean's - seven plus.
i want sleep longer also can't.
ARGHS!
prepared and off i go.
was abit late when we are meeting at 9.30
first time?
but Gina is later than me.
then went find her at another side.
kfc.
bought food.
eat
then blah blah :)
i spend so long on one question.
LOL.
everyone say that to me.
then.
Meiyu and Meisean went off.
soon, Rachel came.
went wallet shop.
then ate at BK.
Jiamin went find Lionel.
blah. I FORGET.
went toilet.
then back, went Arcade.
Meiyu waiting for us.
LOL.
Suyin came and she went off with her.
Popular after that.
bought 2 pens.
while Gina bought 2 pens and foolscrap.
parted with Jiamin and Lionel.
Gina went foodcourt buy food.
then part with them.
as Rachel Gina both went to find their' HIM.
going to study liao.
don't ever try fooling me.
i might be stupid enough to say it out.
but i won't be stupid to say it to you.
i would rather die if you know.
since both of us thinks that don't have the need for you to know.
then, so what you might know?
what's the use?
it just NO MORE!
can you believe that i can think something till i fall asleep?
that's INSANE!
what's more, I'm RIGHT!
i still go think what is the correct one.
STUPID RIGHT!
woke up by sms-es.
Rachel's - four plus.
Meisean's - seven plus.
i want sleep longer also can't.
ARGHS!
prepared and off i go.
was abit late when we are meeting at 9.30
first time?
but Gina is later than me.
then went find her at another side.
kfc.
bought food.
eat
then blah blah :)
i spend so long on one question.
LOL.
everyone say that to me.
then.
Meiyu and Meisean went off.
soon, Rachel came.
went wallet shop.
then ate at BK.
Jiamin went find Lionel.
blah. I FORGET.
went toilet.
then back, went Arcade.
Meiyu waiting for us.
LOL.
Suyin came and she went off with her.
Popular after that.
bought 2 pens.
while Gina bought 2 pens and foolscrap.
parted with Jiamin and Lionel.
Gina went foodcourt buy food.
then part with them.
as Rachel Gina both went to find their' HIM.
going to study liao.
♥ @ 3:40 PM